I can do this. I can do this. I kept chanting in my head with my hands shaking. My heart was hammering, head sweating. My head turned to Ivan, needing support but who was I talking to. We were outside the multipurpose hall, so many people there waiting for the doors to be opened so we could walk in and begin the test. I had not studied at all, I had actually woke up pretty late and ran around the house like a crazy person. I could not fail, trying to recall all I could on the topic but my mind was blank. I paced right in front of Ivan. One thing that had been made clear was that Vladimir was interested in my studies so if I failed he would kill me. Oohh wow, he had stated it clear that I should get my GPA higher. My hand ran through my hair, turning a

