The night went away studying, the next day coming and going with Friday at my door. Excitement was all I felt yet the day went on with nothing happening and my heart sank. What if he had changed his mind, what if Vladimir decided I was not worth it, moving on with his life.
My day got darker and colder as I sat in the dark, legs crossed staring at the wall thinking of what I would do if he did not come through. I had much debt especially at the book shop where I took the books I was learning with. After I failed the scholarship was pulled and after much begging they had agreed to continue paying for my tuition and school accommodation but besides that I would sort myself out.
Saturday hit and passed, depression doing unimaginable things to me. I took a sh
