I did not sleep that night, my mind going over the things I would buy once I got the monthly allowance and I could not come up with a thing. Vladimir had said they would buy me a phone and laptop along with a few clothes. That was all I had dreamed about, the car was farfetched but I was happy I asked for it yet still I could not come up with what I would have asked for other than that. I had tossed and turned, imagining the life that waited for me, it was amazing and I was happy yet somehow I found myself sad which had me curse myself because I was being ungrateful. I got everything I had dreamed of, I would be financially secured and have a roof over my head. I would then have children when we were ready which I would love and they would bring joy to my life. The smile tugged on my

