Fallon How many signs do I need to be reminded that I am not invisible here? I have been feeling completely on edge and hyperconscious and paranoid lately and tonight it all finally came together. I saw someone that I haven’t even thought about or seen since the very first days I was here. Since I left Holiday. I saw Emily. I spotted her once she stepped on my floor and I didn’t even hesitate before I started to plan my way out. Out of my counter, out of this floor, out of this goddamn building. I pray to all the gods that she doesn’t see me as I use the counters to maneuver my way to the stairs instead of getting into the crowd and risking the chance of being seen. My eyes are on her as I move and for a minute I panic that if she’s here then it’s possible Rainer isn’t very far away.

