Fallon It’s been 3 days and I still haven’t reached out to Sam. I had no choice but to take up Rainer’s offer and I’m currently crashing on Emily’s couch to my dismay. I don’t tell her that I saw her at White Rabbit and I certainly don’t give her any information about what I’ve been up to prior to my time here. Infact, I haven’t been going anywhere since I’ve been here. I’ve gotten several calls from Sam, Trinity and even Danny. I feel guilty for ghosting them like this but, I just need some time to think of what to do next. I don’t recognize myself anymore. All I do is lounge around in self pity all day and try to befriend Emily’s cat. Sometimes I get so lost in thought, I talk to it. Him. His name is Coyote. The good thing about all this alone time in somewhere that’s not a motel is th

