The street was unusually quiet that afternoon, wrapped in a pale winter hush. Snow rested gently along the sidewalk, untouched, as if the world itself was holding its breath. I was walking without a destination, hands tucked deep into his coat pockets, when a sound stopped him.
A quiet sob.
She sat on the edge of the bench, lookingup at the snowy sky, shoulders trembling. Her tears fell freely, darkening the snow beneath her like spilled ink. She didn’t notice me at first—she was too lost in whatever pain had found her there.But seeing her cry my heart ached —I wanted to make the pain dissappear that causing her to cry.I wanted her to smile not cry.
She looked up at me, and my heart shrunked seeing her tear—the same girl i had seen that night, playing alone in the snow happily was now crying in front of me. For a moment, i wondered if my memory was playing tricks on me. But then i saw her tears, quietly slipping down her cheeks, and he knew it was truly her.
I thought i had imagined her sadness, that it had only been a passing shadow by the winter night. Yet here she was again, fragile and real, standing beneath the pale sky as if the snow itself had learned her name.
She didn’t notice me at first. Her boots traced careless patterns in the snow, her gaze distant, lost in thoughts she couldn’t seem to outrun. I felt an unfamiliar tightness in my chest—concern, perhaps, or something gentler i didn’t yet know how to name.
Slowly, i stepped closer.
I took her hand and gently placed the handkerchief in her palm. Then i sat beside her, close enough to feel the quiet warmth of another presence, yet careful not to intrude.
She mumbled "thank you" with her trembling voice. She continued to cry —soft at first, then deeper, as if her heart had finally given up holding itself together. Her shoulders shook, and the sound of her tears felt heavier than the winter air around them.
I watched her in silence, my chest tightening with every broken breath she took. Seeing her like this hurt me in a way i didn’t understand. I wished i knew the right words, wished i could gather her pain and carry it away from her.
Instead, i stayed.
I let the silence speak for me, let his presence become a promise that she was not alone. The snow continued to fall, covering the world gently, while beside me, her tears slowly soaked into the handkerchief—proof of a sorrow i couldn’t fix, but wouldn’t turn away from.
As she looked at me, her voice barely above a whisper, she murmured her goodbye. The cold wind whipped around us, carrying the sound away almost as soon as it left my lips. She started to turn, ready to leave the bench and face the long walk home alone, when suddenly he spoke—his voice calm but carrying a hint of curiosity.
she was about to depart, i hesitated, watching her take a few steps away. A sudden thought stopped me—What is her name? The question felt too important to let disappear into the snow.
“Wait… what’s your name?” i asked, my grey eyes fixed on her with gentle insistence.
She froze, caught off guard. My heart a beating rapidly. The snow swirled around us, heavy and relentless, but in that moment, it felt as if the world had narrowed to just the two of us.
“I… I’m Ottilie hagen,” she finally spoke, her voice trembling slightly.i smiled softly, as if remembering something important, and nodded. “Ottilie,” i repeated, letting the name settle between us like a quiet promise.
What a beautiful name, i thought—gentle and rare, just like the way she looked standing there in the snow.
It suited her. The quiet strength, the sadness laced with grace, the softness she carried without realizing it. I watched her for a moment longer, as if memorizing the sound of it.
Then suddenly.....
“And… your name?” she murmured, her voice barely carrying over the whistling wind and the soft patter of snow around us.she hesitated for a moment, then looked back at him, her fingers still curled around the handkerchief.
I blinked, caught off guard, then smiled—small but sincere.
I looked at her, her green red puffed eye— it was so innocent and pretty . Then, slowly, a small smile played on my lips. “I’m Ivan Volkov,” i said.
“Ivan…” she repeated quietly, tasting the sound of it, feeling oddly comforted by the simple connection of names exchanged in the cold, snowy silence. For a moment, the loneliness that had pressed so heavily against me felt a little lighter, replaced by the strange, fragile spark of something unspoken yet undeniably present between us.
The way she repeated it under her breath made it sound different, almost warmer. And just like that, two strangers were no longer nameless in the falling snow.
She nodded at me, a small, shy gesture, and whispered, “Goodbye, Ivan.”
I gave a faint smile in return, my grey eyes lingering on me for a moment longer than necessary, before finally letting me go. She turned and began walking home, each step crunching softly against the snow-covered path. The cold bit at her cheeks, and her fingers ached despite the warmth of her coat.
I watched her walk away, my eyes following her every step as the snow swirled around us. The flakes clung to her hair and coat, sparkling faintly in the pale winter light, and for a moment, i couldn’t look away.
Even as she walked away, a strange warmth lingered in my chest. The world around me—the heavy snow, the empty streets, the cold pressing in from every side—suddenly felt a little less unbearable. For the first time in a long while, I felt a flicker of hope, fragile but real, following her every step.
I watched her as the snow swirled around her, flakes clinging to her hair and coat, sparkling faintly in the pale winter light. I couldn’t look away.
There was something about the way she moved through the cold, alone yet somehow unbroken, that captivated me. In my mind, she was the same girl—the same pretty girl I had seen playing in the snow that night, the one I had caught in my camera. And now, standing here, seeing her like this… I knew I wouldn’t forget her.And that was the exact moment I knew I had fallen for that girl— Ottilie.