V.Before I know it, the week of the Christmas bash is upon us and I'm no closer to asking John to be my date. I could pretend that I prefer the man to make the first move because I'm old-fashioned like that. But really, I'm too terrified to put myself out there.
What if he says no?
After talking it out with Jason a few more times, I did decide to at least obtain an outfit for the night. As boring as it was to go shopping by myself, his expert advice was only a phone call away. Sending him pictures of the various options from the changing room almost made me feel like he was with me, just like the old days before life moved us apart.
I really need some more people in my life who don't live halfway across the country.
I'm at my desk at nine sharp and immediately notice some paperwork I'd
