I.I'm speechless. And if he wasn't still holding on to me, I might have lost my balance. He loves me. It would have been so easy for him to ignore what I said. To sweep it under the rug and avoid the topic. Everything I've done in this relationship so far was wrong. I've been my usual clingy, needy, intrusive and pushy self. Any other guy would have run for the hills. But not John. Of course, all of this is happening way too quickly. How can we be sure about this yet, after such a short time? All I know is that it feels right, though. This feeling I have when I'm with him, I know it's what I've always wanted. He kisses me again and I cling on to him, both arms wrapped tightly around his neck. It's blissful and I forget where we are. All that matters is how his lips fit mine and his a

