VIII.I stretch a few times on the way to the kitchen, feeling quite pleased with myself indeed. He's just there, in the bathroom. I can hear the water running.
He likes me! He has done from the start. This is going much better than I had hoped for.
I know I told him I didn't want to be with him while he's on the rebound. But I was lying, mainly to myself. I would've happily taken any chance of being with him at all.
I've always been a slave to my emotions, but somehow even more so in this instance. How very desperate of me.
Maybe because it's been a while since I've been with someone? No, that can't be it. There is just something special about John. This isn't just a little crush. Though it makes no sense and it's much too soon, I already started to fall for him.
I wonder what he like
