Chapter Two: The Life She Left Behind

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Somebody said my name behind me and I almost knocked my chair over. "Brielle?" My heart jumped straight into my throat. I turned around fast, already reaching to pull Silas closer to me, already bracing myself to see Dean standing there. It wasn't him. It was just an older man, holding a coffee pot, looking at me like he'd made a mistake. "Sorry, miss. Thought you were somebody I used to know." "It's fine," I said, though my voice came out shaky. He nodded and walked off to the next table, and I sat back down with my heart still pounding and my hands still shaking on the table. Silas was watching me, he didn't ask what was wrong, he'd stopped asking a while ago, and every time he did that, something in me broke a little. We'd gotten into Willow Creek about two hours earlier. Tired, hungry, almost out of money, with one small bag between the three of us and no real plan for what came next. The town looked the same as I remembered it….the same crooked stop sign on Main Street, the same old mural on the hardware store wall….and somehow that made everything feel worse. Everything looked familiar. None of it felt safe. I hadn't been back here in five years. I didn't have anyone in this town I trusted enough to call, all I had was a little bit of money that was going fast, and two kids who needed to eat. Scarlett was talking about her old school, some teacher she missed, not noticing how hard I was gripping the edge of the table. I tried to smile at the right times, I tried to look like a mom who had this handled. Then the waitress walked up to our table with her notepad and just stopped. Her face went from friendly to shocked in about a second. "Brielle?" I froze again, but this time I knew who it was right away. Wren Calloway. A couple years older than me, always loud, always laughing…..the girl who used to sneak me out of church potlucks so we could go sit by the lake instead. Someone from before all this, someone who knew me before Dean was ever part of my life. "Wren." Her name came out cracked, barely a whisper. She didn't say anything for a second, just looked at me….the thin coat, the way I kept glancing at the door, the way my hands wouldn't sit still. I watched her face change as she noticed all of it, and I got ready for the questions. They never came. Instead she put her notepad down, went back into the kitchen, and came out a few minutes later with pancakes for both of the twins and a coffee for me that I hadn't even ordered. "On the house," she said, sitting down across from me like she'd been invited. "You look like you need somewhere safe more than you need a menu." I opened my mouth to say something….thanks, or I'm fine, or one of the other lies I'd gotten so good at saying…..and instead my eyes filled up with tears before I could stop them. Wren reached over and squeezed my hand once, hard, and didn't let go until I stopped shaking. ****** By that afternoon, Wren had found me a place to stay. It wasn't much, a small rental two streets off Main, paint peeling on the porch, a kitchen so small you could barely turn around in it, furniture that looked like it had already lived through a few other families but when the landlord handed me the key and I counted out some of my money into his hand, my fingers were steadier than they'd been in a long time. I walked in, shut the door, and locked it myself. Nobody was behind me, nobody was going to walk through that door and go through my phone, or tell me what I was allowed to wear tomorrow, or remind me how lucky I was that he picked me, this house….small, kind of ugly, falling apart in places….was mine. All mine. I stood in the middle of that empty living room and, for the first time in longer than I could remember, I actually breathed. Really breathed. Scarlett ran straight to the back bedroom and called it hers before she'd even seen the other one. Silas stayed close to me, quiet, still looking around like something was about to go wrong, I got down on his level and hugged him, and for one small second it felt like maybe we'd actually done it. Maybe we were okay. Then I heard the motorcycle. It came from somewhere down the street, quiet at first, then closer, until it was loud enough to shake the front window a little in its frame, my whole body froze before my brain even caught up with why. I knew that sound. You know how you can hear a voice you haven't heard in years and still recognize it in a crowded room? It was like that. The exact sound of that engine, the way it slowed down near the stop sign, I hadn't heard it in five years, but somehow my body remembered before I did. I walked over to the window without even deciding to, put my hand flat on the curtain, and watched the motorcycle go by and turn the corner. I couldn't see who was riding it. Just a shape, ajacket. Gone too fast to really see. But I knew. Some part of me….buried under five years, a marriage, two kids, and every reason I'd told myself not to hope….knew exactly whose bike that was. Silas tugged on my sleeve. "Mommy? Are you okay?" I let the curtain fall and leaned back against the wall, my chest doing something tight and painful. "I'm fine, baby," I said. It was almost true. I closed my eyes and made myself a promise I already knew I couldn't keep. Please don't let the past find me here….not yet. Not until I know how to face it.* But Willow Creek was a small town and small towns don't keep secrets long. Somewhere out there, past that window, past the sou nd of that engine fading down Black River Road, the past had already noticed I was back.
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