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"Is that the reason why you called yourself a monster?" he asked.
I lightly nod my head. "Because I really am, Dwayne."
"But how? How did you became one?"
Muli akong nag-iwas ng tingin sa kaniya. "Akala ko ayos na ako noong gumaling ako mula sa sakit sa puso. But everything came back when I entered college. I had a boyfriend back then— my last boyfriend. We were together ever since we started college. He's nice and good looking so we had a smooth sailing relationship. However, everything went downhill when we. . . When we did that thing. You know. . . When we f****d," saad ko.
"Uh. . . W-Why?"
"Hindi raw kasi ako magaling," sagot ko at mahinang tumawa.
"He really said that?"
I nodded. "Mula noon, nag-iba na ang pakikitungo niya sa akin. Akala ko normal lang o kaya naman ay pa
