Chapter 10 The pain faded, though it wasn’t as bad as it had been before. Interesting. Maybe it would fade completely over time? But then, did I really want to be swapping constantly throughout my life? It would just lead to a whole host of issues. If I didn’t know who I was going to spend my time with from day to day, then I didn’t know how I was going to do all the things I wanted to with my life. Marriage, kids, my career...surely Tate would feel the same too. I didn’t see how she couldn’t when she was with someone as amazing as Devon. And they were already engaged, so clearly the marriage thing was in the cards already. “Earth to Ayra,” Sian sing-songed, waving a hand in front of my face. “Sorry, Sian.” And I genuinely was. Though maybe I was more sorry about how I was feeling. I p

