Olivia felt a sharp pain inside as she watched Ryan get into his car and zoom off. It was fear. As she stood there in the dark watching till he was completely out of sight, that fear flooded her thoughts. The fear that she had said too much and would lose him forever. Yet, the fear was not as strong as the hope of having the both of them being friends again. However hope is a double-edged sword. It helps you keep your faith, but it tortures you with the fear that everything could be just a mirage.
There's no worse feeling than self doubt. Not knowing what to think or feel. Doubts always puts you in a dangerous place and it makes you vulnerable to so many things especially, matters of the heart.
Doubt crosses your mind only for a second. But sometimes, a second is enough to tip the scales
