For weeks, Ryan wasn't himself. He found really hard to come to terms with what transpired at Carolyn's place. If he had been told she would betray him like that, he have laughed so hard and dismissed it. That was how much he was in love with her and believed it was mutual.
The first few days after were the hardest, he couldn't eat, go out or do anything at all. He just laid in bed brooding. Sometimes when it gets him to the brim, he would burst into tears. For hours, he would sob till his eyes gets tired and refuse to give anymore tears.
At a point he contemplated dropping out when the pain became too unbearable. Carolyn was his first love and first breakup. He had never thought about dating anyone else. He felt he had no reason to since he was going to marry her and have a family with
