The love between us

Nothing stays the same. In time everything changes.

Chapter Five

Waking up the next day to do the same thing. School, practice,home and training. Of course this week is the only week where I don’t have to do training,because it’s my birthday week. My birthday is this saturday. Mom has everything ready and planned. She has even picked out my clothes. For when I first come in all the way to the end of the night.

Heading down now that I’m ready. I see that Shell is by my car with Nellie which is a first for me. Nellie usually rides with Nyle and the rest of the guys.

She looks pissed off but I don't bother asking her. Opening the car and getting in, I say good morning to both of the girls. Hey thena you don’t mind if I catch a ride with you guys today right? No, I don't mind, you're always welcomed.

Smiling at me she says thankyou and sits back in her seat. I look over at Shell but she just rolls her eyes. I let it go without saying a word the whole ride to school. I park up and we all get out. Thanks for the ride thena. I owe you one. No problem girlie truly.Nellie walks off towards where she has to go. Me and Shell keep it moving as well.

The day goes by fast and we are already at lunch sitting down. For some reason though today I feel a little off. I can’t really explain it. But my body feels like it’s just exploding everywhere.

Feeling a little too uneasy, I decided to go home. Telling Shell that I’m going home. She decided to come with me. Saying she’s good to go. I look at her cause I know she’s lying.

We start walking back to the car and we head straight home. I know mom and dad are home but I just can’t help it. Finally home we walk in the house. Shell I’m kind of tired I’m just going to go lay down.

Okay, but promise that if you need me you’ll let me know. Yeah I will don’t worry I’m good. Heading straight to my room. I don’t even bother to change. I lay right down and go to sleep.

By the time I get up I don’t even remember going to sleep. Or for that matter how long I’ve been asleep. Walking out my room I head down to the kitchen because I’m starving.

Seeing that everything was dark. I wonder where everyone is at. Finally at the kitchen turning on the light. I open the refrigerator. Grabbing the milk and a bowl, and spoon. I get my apple jack and serve myself. For some reason I can’t stop thinking about my dream. It was just super weird. What was up with the whole twin thing.

Hey honey what you doing down here so late. Turning to see my dad I smile. I was starving, that's all. I was having this weird dream too. What was the dream about? Laughing before I answer him. I see him grabbing a bowl and spoon too. All I can remember about it was that there were twins in it. All I see was two newborn baby girls.

Well don’t dwell on the dreams too much darling you’ll lose out on sleep. Yeah I know dad. Don’t worry I’m not stressing. I might be a little tired. I do feel like I’m coming down with something. My body aches and my stomach feels awful. Dad walks to me and touches my forehead.

Okay darling, I think that’s it for school for the rest of the week. Your change is starting a little earlier than I suspected. The only thing that is going to make you feel better is sleep. Go ahead, sugar, go to bed. I'll see you in a couple of hours. Okay, dad I’ll see you a little later. I am really tired for some reason.

He gives me a kiss on my forehead and I head back upstairs. Straight into my room I head for my bed again. Sleep is calling my name.

Waking up again I see that it’s daylight. Me thinking it’s morning time I get up and head straight for the shower. After washing off and feeling way better I head down stairs.

I stop by the kitchen first to get a bagel. Something light because my stomach is still feeling funny. My head is pounding as well. Dad did say that I’m going through my change already. But this is just too weird for me.

I thought I felt better after all that sleep but I just feel worse. This new headache is not helping at all either. I get up, clean my little mess and head right back to my room.

I walk straight into the bathroom once getting inside my room. More like straight to the toilet cause I feel that bagel coming right back up.

After sitting there for five minutes with nothing coming up I close the toilet. Leaning my head back against the wall. I close my eyes just to rest them for five minutes.

Only it wasn’t five minutes. Apparently it was the whole damn night. My neck right now is in tremendous pain. I can’t believe I slept like that the whole night. How the hell was that even possible? I mean I know I feel like s**t. I’ve heard the stories of the change and all.

But none of them have ever shifted before their time.Not this early like me. There’s still four days left until my eighteenth birthday. Why am I going through this so early?

Finally getting up from my spot next to the toilet. Walking towards my bed I see my door opening and in comes my mom. Hey girlie, how are you feeling right about now? I brought you some food and snacks just in case you didn’t want the food.

When I was going through my first change it was horrible. I mean you would have thought I was pregnant the way I threw up by the smell of food. I Couldn’t eat anything at all. Mary lou would make me every kind of smoothie she can think of. Just to get some type of nutrients in my body.

I thanked her everyday for helping me through it. Your grandparents help me out as well. But you know how seriously Mary lou takes her job. It was hard right now for me to convince her to let me come up and see how you feel.

Yeah, I know mom. She is the one who makes sure I always have my bagels to eat. Mary lou is awesome. That’s exactly why I made her head of omegas.

Vivians pov

How are you feeling? Honestly you can tell me everything I’m here to help you. Looking at my daughter and I see all the stress this is causing to her body. She looks so weak and fragile. I wonder if we took her far enough.

It all happened so fast. It was a quick decision. I just hope that in the end we made the right one. At least she’s eating the soup I brought her. She’s going to need all the energy she can get. This change is going to be big. She’s the only one strong and powerful enough to stop him. Once she meets her mate she will be unstoppable.

That day will come soon, real soon my child. I just hope that I have prepared you for everything. All I could do was stare at her while she ate. Until she was done and looked so tired. Eat some more rest darling. I’ll bring you something to eat a little later.

Mom, what day is it today? It’s wednesday sweetie. Why? I just can’t believe I’ve been asleep for two whole days. I don’t remember you telling me this about your change. Or reading about it in any kind of book. Why is this happening to me this way? Do you know?

Everyone has their own experience with this. Some struggle and some don’t. Some get it real easy. You just have to trust your body. Trust your mind. Relaxing and let the other side of you come out. In reality that’s all we are doing.

We are letting our other half out. Just trust your mind. When you hear that little voice in your head. Don’t think you're going crazy. You are not. Listen to it and trust it. Now get some sleep. Your uncle is supposed to be arriving Thursday with his family. Hopefully by tomorrow you will feel better. Giving my sweet baby a kiss on her forehead while she falls asleep. She needs to be fully awake. Hopefully what I just said will make that happen.

She needs to get her wolf and she needs her like now. You can never be what you are not, and that is weak. I know she isn’t a baby anymore. But she will always be my baby.

Goddess please help me if you can. Help her make the right choices. Help her with what she’s about to go through. I walk out of her room and head to the kitchen to take the dishes. Bumping into Mary lou I let her know that thena is doing just fine. She takes the dishes and bows. Taking her leave.