I watched doors by which my Dad just disappeared and it was just too overwhelming. All of my life I felt like it would have been better for everyone if my parents had Freddy first. Not because they said something implying this, but simply because we live in a man's world. Boys can simply have it easier. No one is questioning their rights. They don't have to prove themselves over and over again. It appears that having a p***s allows you to be yourself, while for me it was always different. I always felt judged and compared to others.
I know that Matie felt the same. But for her it went the other way. By the time she developed her powers she became simply a mean b***h to everyone telling her she can't be an Alpha. I saw her a few times freezing time just to hand her critics their asses. Sh
