Ava Lewis hasn't been himself since after the event yesterday. I regretted taking him along with us, but who would I have left him with. I had already prepared my things to leave incase he sends me out because I know he would after finding out my lies and secrets. I regretted my actions, I never knew I would fall so deeply in love with him. I waited patiently on the bed for him to come out of the bathroom and tell me what he had in mind, if he won't say on his own then I would ask. Soon he found his way out of the bathroom to the bed, where he laid on his back and kept his eyes glued up. This wasn't my first, second or third time seeing him bare chested, but seeing him now brought desires that were hiding, but I know I won't achieve any of that now. "Lew, you haven't said anything si

