I'm sick and worthless now. Nothing works out, and the outcome has already been determined. It's pointless to put forth effort if you've already been labelled as the culprit in their mind.
[ Present; Suga POV ]
"I'm glad you got here on time." My doctor gave me a friendly smile.
"Yes, of course. I had no choice but to come."
"However, Suga, there is no progress. What's the point of all this if you're not going to try?" He let out a sigh.
"I'm making an effort. It's just far too difficult. You won't notice because of this." I gave a gentle smile.
"It would be wonderful. And, if you tried, perhaps the best. But, as you may be aware, the most significant stumbling block in this profession is the possibility that your own patient will refuse therapy."
"That's why you went with it." I la
