Carter was being so patient with me, he really was the sweetest mate, he never rushed me, or made things on his advantage. I loved being treated like this but I miss his spunky acting when showing he cares about me, Carter wasn’t shy to demonstrate he loved me but being respectful also meant he wouldn’t do a trampoline move again which really did bum me out. Shopping with Abby was fun, we got her new clothes, and I got some for me, it took me a big time to get a red lacy sleeping gown in a pixy style, I got matching underwear to go with it, but I was freaking out with this, what if Carter finds me hideous after seeing me? He could say he doesn’t mind it but I can tell with just looking at him. Walking out of the bathroom, I was shored, lotion, and dressed to go to bed, with hopefully a

