Sydney
It was one of those days after I left where I’m stuck in a bubble of deep sadness and self-torture. But the fact is, I perfectly understand that I can’t have a pity party and play the victim here because I did this to myself. Call me stupid, a b***h, or whatever, but believe it or not, I haven’t been okay since Maddox walked out of his own home. It took everything in me to stay frozen in place when all I really wanted to do was to run after him. I mean come on! I’ve been in love with the guy since forever. I’ve loved him way before I personally met him, so leaving the way I did was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I so wanted to hold on to him badly, but at that time, I thought it wasn’t an option. When Damon sent those threats with a few other creepy photos, I didn’t give it a
