Maddox You know what sucks ass? It’s when you wake up one day and realize that the one person you want to be with the most suddenly pushes you away like you did something unforgivable even though you didn’t and you don’t f*****g see it coming. Fifteen days ago, everything felt normal. Chaotic in a sense when it came to the band’s schedule but that’s part of my normal and I assumed it was part of Sydney’s too. But, I'm proud to say that I make it a point to spend my time with her on days we’re both free and we even went out on a couple of dates. We regularly talked about the upcoming tour and when I threw in a hint that I’d love for her to go with me, that is if she wanted to and if she could with no pressure, she sounded like she was looking forward to it. Essentially, things were pretty

