Sydney
I know it took some time to knock some sense into me, but I finally made the decision to have the courage to face the music. In a nutshell, I realized that I should fight for Maddox the way he fought for me. And if possible, maybe even more. I shouldn’t have let my insecurities, fears, and cynicism get in the way. Maybe things would’ve been better if only I was more honest and fearless. As Faith pointed out yesterday, I should’ve just told everyone what was really going on instead of running away and trying to solve everything on my own even though I’m very incapable of doing so. And god, she was so damn right. It hurt to hear it, but it’s the truth.
There’s no use crying over spilled milk now though, the more important thing is I’m just about almost ready to head out the damn doo
