THE LOSS
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Lucifer threw me away far away behind i blacked out. And when i woke up everything was gone it was just me.
now.
As i was down there beaten to my knees thrown away like some kind of a feather i was left there with an empty feeling inside of me, it felt as if i lost it felt like the end of my purpose all of my value was gone all of my strength just gone, faded away it's like i just made a big bad move but i took every single responsibility of what I've done but this feeling of losing was taking over me as if i was the monster to my death kind if only i had someone to give me hope after this defeat i really needed my father at this point to gain me another fire power to fight again but i was too damn weak, i felt my power going away from me i was just down there wondering who'd come and finish me off I gave up for a moment because the pain was tearing me down. wondering if God ( my father) would forgive me i just needed one more fighting chance i made this terrible mistake giving up and that's not what the best do. I kept asking myself am i the monster for giving up over and over again but suddenly i heard a voice in my head saying.
" When your father created Lucifer and he turned out to be the destroyer of this planet did God ask himself if he was the monster? I don't think so, stop putting yourself in that position you're created just like every other of your kind, so what if you lost its Lucifer he's been to this reality more than you stop beating yourself for giving up. "
when i looked aside i saw a demon she was the one who's saying those words to me she had a form of a human she stood far from me as i laid there hopeless helpless she came near told to get myself up and all i replied was
Death: " Where are they ?, what did you do to them to my kind where's my army "
Abigail: " I'm here for a good cause not start another war "
Death: " Where is my army ? "
Abigail: " You're injured you're weak you need to trigger your healing, and if you stay down there asking those questions you'll never get over it and you'll stay there forever "
Death: " I don't need your help if you come near i will devour your soul "
Abigail: " You really are Death even after being injured you still think of killing, look i'm not here to start a fight i'm here guide you."
Death " Why ? i just saw you fighting alongside Lucifer and now you just switched sides, i'm not convinced "
Abigail: " I can leave you if you want but i'm just saying i'm not a fan of what Lucifer planed for this earth and what he'll do to it, so if you want to stay there and go back to your Father go ahead I'll just sit here and watch you then ".
And I guess that's how my story life with Abigail began
My phone started to ring and it ruined my focus and returned to reality to the moment when me and Abigail never left the bed, i picked up the phone it was Ian calling with hundreds of messages saying " if you don't pick up the phone i will drive my car straight to your place and kill you myself " i picked up his call.
Ian: " The dead awakening, how are you sleeping beauty "
Me: " I know you're mad at me just lis- "
Ian: " Mad at you? no i'm not mad at you i'm just curious who leaves his best friend in the middle of a conversation to find a girl who he rarely sees, you know what don't answer that just tell me you're at least okay."
Me: " I am actually i was wondering if you were okay? after all of what's been happening are you really okay"
Ian: " oh i'm okay i'm very okay you know why i'm okay it's because ever since your lady friend came to our lives s**t has been happening differently"
Me: " Just breathe Ian where are you right now? "
Ian: " look outside your window"
I went to the window and he was there outside waving at me with a smile on his face actually it was a type of a smile that says i'm gonna kill you if you don't get your ass down here.
i head down outside with Abigail to where Ian was, it was freezing outside i couldn't feel it but I saw Ian shivering.
Me: " How long have you been here? "
Ian: " Morning to you too Vis, hi Abigail"
Abigail: " (she nodded)
Ian: " Well my friend I've been outside here since you vanished in my car yesterday in the middle of nowhere and thanks for the directions of telling me where you were which for your information you didn't leave a clue where you were going."
Abigail: " Wait, you gave Ian your directions to where you were going?"
Me: " He's just being sarcastic, right Ian"
Ian: " Yeah sure why not, sarcastic yeah, so are we going inside or are you guys going to watch me freeze out here"
Me: " oh sorry let's get in "
Ian: " Gosh thanks for your hospitality".
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