Chapter 9
" we're living in a minivan ?! " stalen asked incredulously ,
he was quite disappointed , because he thought , after
all he went through , he was going to end up somewhere
nice to pay back everything , not a car so old and decaying ,
so faded in colors and cracked , he didn't know where he was
better of , " oh no , it's not what it seems like , don't judge a book
by its cover " Dan chuckled , he opened the sliding door , and
stalen let out a loud gasp , the inside was the total opposite of
the outside , the colors were bright and clear , the furniture were
new and clean , and space looked way bigger than the minivan
could have brought out . " welcome home "
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Stalen felt weird , it can't be to him that he word home was used to ,
he never actually have a home , he never felt in home ever before , and
no one ever told him he could count the place he lived in as home .
" surprised , aren't you ? Told you it's not what it seems " Dan said ,
smiling . " yeah , but why don't you , like , upgrade the outside or
something , it's not really ..." Stalen bit his tongue , he shouldn't
say anything rude before he even entered . " that trick is probably
one of the oldest in the books , but it's still so good to use , cause
no one bothers to look any further if the outside is not in their taste ,
helps keep away robbers , you know ? , Cause this isn't just a car ,
it has many valuable things inside for me " Dan replied , " smart "
stalen said approvingly , then he grew surprised at himself , he
never really complimented anyone before , and if someone in the
past told him he'd do it someday he wouldn't believe him .
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Dan smiled appreciatively and said , " well , are we gonna stand outside all
day ? Come on in ! " stalen stepped inside and the first thing he saw were
rows and rows of books on the walls of the van , he was mesmerized by all
the shapes , sizes , colors of all books , not a fan of books himself , he was
quite surprised he was even interested , " err , am I allowed to , read
anything ? " stalen asked , " of course you can , you don't need to ask , just be carful with them . "Dan exclaimed , " oh , thanks , in my old...in the
place I used to live , I wasn't allowed to , so that's why I asked "
stalen said quietly , Danshifted nervously from foot to foot ,
then said " but that didn't stopyou , right ? " a grin came
creeping at stalen's face , and Dan , whowas relieved
at lighting the mood , laughed out loud , stalen joined
in but stopped almost right away .
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Chapter 10
laughing wasn't a habit he usually has , or does at all all the
years he lived , he always wished he has people or friends to laugh
With , so he always laughs when Stan or his parents , whom he hates ,
gets in trouble or gets injured , he knows that as wrong , but everything
right now was wrong , like not having his parents , for instance , or
living with people like petersons family , and even though he wished he
could laugh for normal reasons like others do , he says that laughing
is for little and unsuccessful kids , a waste of time , but he didn't know
who he was convincing , them or himself , and when stalen realized
he had just laughed for a real reason , he thought joyfully that maybe
He could stay forever , that maybe this is the house for him .
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Stalen looked over at the wall of books closely once
again , thinking about which one he wishes to read ,
but something caught his eye , there was a book with
a black leather cover and back that had no author , no
title , and no back description , pages old and yellow ,
it was so plain that it stood out , he picked it up slowly
and admired the heavy weight , he flipped through the
pages , but Only a few of the pages were full , and the
words were barely there ,so stalen had to stare at it for a
while to start to see it clearly , and the rest of the pages
were empty , completely empty .
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stalen knew right away that this was the
right one , he was so curious that he couldn't wait , he
placed it back gently , moving his finger across the leather
cover , it felt surprisingly smooth , it was Weird but pleasant , he was
surprised by his sparked interest and his gentle placing of
the book , that wasn't the his usual type , but he realized that
maybe it's because books now meant something important to
him , he has something he could share , and that was something
that never happened to him before .
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he heard Dan call him , but
he ignored him , he still didn't now him well enough , he wished
he could just stay a bit Longer , not only to read the book , he
wanted to know everything that happened , and he knew that
only Dan can help him , he gave the book one last glance and
trudged to Dan , " I want to know about everything , now " stalen
didn't care how he sounded , for this long he was kept in the dark ,
relying on guesses , he didn't want to stay a single day like that
ever again . " everything will be explained tomorrow , there is no
need to worry " Dan said , stalen shot him an angry look but Dan
didn't see it as his back was turned , and after a few seconds stalen
was glad he didn't see , because that might have meant the end of
being here . Of the new life . Of HIS new life .
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Chapter 11
" bed time , now , go on " Dan said merrily , " it's over there "
he pointed at a plain room in the corner , he was so happy he
had a child in his own care , he always wished to have a child
but never found the right woman to be his wife and his child's
mother , so this was the best next thing , he he enjoyed doing
things usual parents hate and take for granted like telling their
children rules they now they won't even follow or talking about
something they know will start a argument , but that made Dan
feel like a father , " but.. " stalen argued , he would have stubbornly
refused but the time he felt so tired , and felt his eyes heavy ,closing .
" fineee " he said , but secretly he was happy , because no one ever
bothered to tell him any rule or anything before , he usually jeers at
others and tells them that they were wimpy for listening to their parents
and sleeping early and not eating ice cream before dinner , they always
looked jealously at him , which he liked , but he always wished there was
someone to care for him and give him rules like any other normal child ,
so when he pretended to grumble and mumble while going to bed , he
had a tiny jump in his steps that he was trying so hard to hide .
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When he opened his bedroom door . He was hit by sudden
disappointment , the room was white , plain and empty except
for one tiny chair and a Tiny bed , no better than his other room ,
he thought that if everything changed for him then so would this ,
but he knew he should be grateful anyway , but he could barely
hide his disappointment , " oh yeah , I know , it's not that colorful
like the other rooms , sorry bout that , it's because i didn't know
your coming , I was still looking for you , I didn't know you that well ,
I wasn't sure if your coming with me or what exactly would happen ,
so this room was just a guest room , sometimes if I'm really tired I
sleep here , but usually I don't sleep , I just take naps , so I take my
cat nap outside on the couch , i don't really need full sleep , I'm usually
either driving to somewhere important for my work , or working online
on my laptop , if I'm bored I just read. You know. I think you noticed ,
I'm kind of a book person , my only company " Dan chuckled , tho
there was something quite the opposite in his eyes .
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" maybe one day we can go shopping and get some stuff to decorate
your room " Stalen nodded and looked at the bed , he didn't know why
he didn't notice that before because even though it was plain , it looked
warm , nice , and Inviting , unlike in his other room , were he just had a thin
teared blanket that was a really old and dirty hand-me-down , and a
pillow stuffed with crunched up paper balls ,he jumped it to bed
and looked at Dan , he gathered the courage to utter the single word
that he only ever heard people use but never imagined or guessed he
ever would , " night " , Dan smiled at him and replied with twinkling
eyes " goodnight , stalen " he closed the door , feeling like he just
did a huge achievement , only children tell their parents these
words , or people they really love , ' I can really count stalen as mine '
Dan thought , and before stalen fell asleep in front of all that happened
that day , he he gave a smile of pleasure , he didn't know that just a
word can make someone feel that way , and then he fell almost instantly
into deep sleep . Deep sleep ....
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Chapter 12
The next morning he woke up , feeling refreshed , and
stared at the ceiling , a bit confused , he forgot what
happened and was thinking, why does this room look
so different , And then everything hit him , and to let
out the strong emotions welling up inside him , he jumped
off the bed and ran outside , Dan was sitting the the couch
" good morning sleepy head , it's already 3 o' clock in the
afternoon , I thought you'd wake up tomorrow , " Dan
laughed , " well , I need the bathroom but decided to wait
for you , I'm going now , then I'm going to get breakfast
ready , you must be hungry " stalen nodded , feeling his
stomach rumble and went inside the kitchen to check it
out , and once again he was , against his will , impressed .
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even though it was small in size , the kitchen was full of all
the things you could need , and even though stalen didn't
know so much in this kind of thing , he noticed that they
all were on the latest version , looking more luxurious than
the things in petersons house , and that was something as
they were always extremely interested in showing off and
getting the best things , stalen looked around , the kitchen
was brown-black color , that showed how clean and neat
the kitchen was , there was a chair in the middle of the room
and a window at the side of the wall , the view was great ,
But stalen was a bit surprised they moved from the parking
lot to a office building , then he remembered that the house
was a minivan , stalen went outside just as Dan exited the
bathroom , stalen went inside and locked the door ,examining
the dark blue color of the bathroom , it looked good because
almost everything ,concept the toilet paper . As in the same
color , even the seat , " take a bath , I got some cloth ready for
you in your room " stalen nodded , not aware no one will see it ,
he heard the sound of a door closing and wondered what door
was being closed .
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Stalen wondered wich door could it be , but lost interest , soon , he was out and wrapped in a towel. Shivering , the water was cold and stalen didn't take long , and the water couldn't really be enjoyed , he went inside the room and changed . He heard Dan saying "I hope the cloth fit , I drove to the office building because that street had a cloth shop , but I didn't now if was your size , I'm hoping it is " stalen chuckled and went to the bathroom again to look at his bizarre appearance , he cloth were fine but they were a bit short and tight , when he went out Dan said " well , it could last a few days. Maybe one day i can go get some cloths and take you with me to choose " stalen smiled and sat at the table , the food smelled great and stalen heard his stomach grumble again , he picked up the fork and spoon but found it hard to eat that way so he placed it down and started eating the way he always does , with his hands , gulping down the food noisily , he was so hungry . But unlike Peterson , Dan didn't criticize him . " did you make this food ? It tastes good " Dan laughed and said " I'm glad you think so. But I'm no THAT Good at cooking , on , i think I'm not good at all , I bought this " both laughed and continued stuffing chicken legs , fries , and drinking soup .
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When they were done , stalen washed his hands quickly and helped with the Washing up . Dan was coughing suspiciously unrealistically and stalen knew it was fake " errrr ... You want something ? " he asked , " oh no . I mean .. Yes .. Soo ... So I was going to say that I'm going to leave for some hours to do .. Err .. Something.. I mean ... Do some work and .. Yeah , so .. Err .. Yeah .. And you can do anything you want until I come and then we can talk about anything you'd like " stalen was growing suspicious by every word but the last sentence cleared things up . A little . " oh no . You promised to talk after I woke up , I'm awake , then you said after I take a shower and change and eat and I AGREED , now your telling me after you come !! " " I'm sorry .. Really . My Mail.. I mean my work can't wait , but the talk can .. I won't forget my self in those few hours . Haha..ha.h..a..h...." He laughed nervously , and the went hurriedly to the drivers seat . Avoiding eye contact .
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Chapter 13
After Dan left , stalen groaned , looking around , trying to familirize himself
With his new surroundings , after some time looking around , he got bored and slumped back on the couch , his eyes closing . When he woke up he decided to check out the books more carfuly , he stretched and stood up , walking towards the book wall , he eyes slowly serched for that book , the one book that really caught his eyes last time , but after what seemed like a long time he still couldn't find it . He was about to give up when suddenly at tye corner of his eyes he caught sight of something " read me .... read me " it seemed to say it was dark - brown , old , big , heavy and ... blank .
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Stalen stretched his hands and pulled it slowly put of its
shelf , gently trying to make the other books stay still ,
as he went back to the couch and opened the book
really carfuly , stalen was surprised by how he was
treating the book , but he felt like he should , a gut
feeling . " just be carfuly with them " he heard his
mind tell him , he shook his head and tried to ignore
all his feelings , something he didn't know existed
till know , and Finally , finally he got to know what
this book talked about ! He shifted a little , trying to
get himself into a more comfortable position , and
placed the book on his lap , he slowly began to
read .
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Chapter 14
' this is a myth , a legend, a story that went on
for century's farther than you can ever imagine
but most people forgot it , all except my grandma ,
she used to tell me this story all the time , and I
loved it plot , so that i always asked for it again , this
is the story I would like to share to you , but be aware , this not
just any old story , keep that in mind . Let's start at the
beginning , as my grandmother used to say . At the
very beginning . It all started with this...
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There was this old man who had once saved the life of
a young lady from drowning and always reminds her
of it , " what can I do to pay back what I owe
You , good man ? " she always asks
whenever he reminds her " there is nothing
now you could do that I can't do " everyday was
the same , until the young lady felt that finally
he forgotten her great dept and started to
breath a tiny bit more freely , one day the man
called her over , and when she came , he told
her " remember how I saved your life ? "
and the poor girl looked down and nodded ,
' he had far from forgotten ' she thought .
" well , I have something for you to do
that will pay back your dept " .
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" if you didn't know , I'm a principal at a ... Let's say ... umm
.. unsual school , and I had unuckly been , cursed ...Err. ..
I mean , diagnosed , ..yeah.diagnosed...with cancer ... so
i'm sure to die soon , I want you , when I die , to come
out to take a place as a teacher in school and then meet
your brother , who I know he and his g**g will take over the
school to ruin just out of spite , tell him that I kidn*pped you
and when you died you came as quickly as possible to them ,
to anything to convict them your with them , I don't think it will
be hard , he adores you , your job is to protect students , but
don't let anyone k ow , not even the students .... " the woman
was so confused and puzzled but promised to do her best .
" Your best is not enough , I want you do save every student ,
every single one "
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So the young woman did as told , and lucky manged
to convince her brother , who , shamefuly , was a
member of a g**g , A murderer .And got a job , she
saw things in that school , that she says was like
magic , but she never said more , and every time
a child gets sent to the g**g member she tells
them she'd like to punish them instead , and she
gives them the most severe punishment to not
arouse suspicion but the lest physically harmful
one she can find , she never manages to save
them all , but she did do a great job , and no one ,
no one ever knew her true identity , and the children
would called her " the worst bratty teacher " and
way worse things behind her back , and she knew
it , but was forced to hide her identity , all her life
wasted pay g back the old man , she liked to help
students , she really did , but she died hated , known
as " the evil Mary queen 3" on the papers of all the
old police cases as must be found , while she spent
her life protecting the kids . '
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stalen turned the next page , there were lots of other
pages , but they all were empty . He placed the book
back and thought on what he read , he felt aomething ,
a new feeling , something he never felt before , and
then he realized what it was , it was pity , " it's just
a stupid charcter " he told himself , but he couldn't
help it , before he could think more about it , he heard
the door open and looked up to see Dan coming in ,
" hey stalen " stalen didn't answer , 'you just remembered
to come home ' he thought sarcastically .he went into his
own room , sulking , then remembered that he was just about
to know the truth he wanted , waited for for too long , in no time
he had zoomed out of the room and to Dan , who was sitting
the table , already changed . " are you going to tell me now ?
Or do you have another stupid excuse " he bit his tongue ,
noo , he was not supposed to be that rude , and , reading
the expression Dan had , he knew he was going to be on
the streets...again " I'm sorry , stalen , I" stalen couldn't hear
any more , he knew he was about to be kicked out right that
moment " ok .. I'm going ...I. ..yea..fine...err. .ok...whatever...
I'll leave...Its ok.... " and out of the door he went .
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" wait " he felt a iron grip on his arms , and
stalen didn't bother to lift his head , and
even if he did , he wouldn't , because he
doesn't want anyone to see him crying
' boys don't cry ' that's what everyone a
lways tell him , thats how it all started ,
that's how he stopped feeling . " yeah ,
ok , I know , I don't want my stuff , I don't
have much , they're not important ,
they're mostly yours in the first place "
he croaked m trying to pull his arm
free but his grip was to hard . He was
pulled back inside , stalen felt his
face must be dry enough and looked
up he saw Dan looking incrediously
at him " what in the world has gone
wrong with you ? " .
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stalen didn't know what type of
game he was playing " your..your
the one who told me to go.. go out "
" told you what ? You kidding me right ?
Since when ! " stalen was getting
frustrated " you just said so , you
said I'm sorry stalen .. " stalen
couldn't countinue , he didn't
know what else to say " oh my
god , are your ears still working "
chuckled Dan " I said , I'm sorry
Dan for telling you late , let's sit
down and I will tell you everything "
stalen looked stunned " really ! "
he asked , Dan nodded , chuckling
stalen breathed a quite sigh of
relief and Dan made a sercastic
bow , hands outstretched " may
you " stalen forced a chuckle
and walked to the table , Dan
right behind him , they both
pulled and chair and sat down ,
stalen finally satisfied that the
answers he and ways seeked
is finally here.
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Well , as you alread'y know , I'm your uncle , and ,
well , your father died when your were one ,
after the incident , the one were you pushed
your father towards the shot..look . I'll tell
you something , you were only one , really ,
it just was a wrong movement at tge wrong
time , when I think about it , it's so odd that
people think of you that way when your just
one at the time , but it's just that your father
was someone famous , really famous , he
was in the army at 13 years when the world
war two started and he helped win it , leaving
unharmed . He was then promoted general
and , among other things he did for the people ,
he , he was just really loved amongst his people
And people were shocked that he manged to
survive many many things and gets beaten by
a single push of yours , they thought you must
have some sort of evil power .
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they really weren't that sure , but they
thought it's better just to avoid you to be
on the safe side ... so .. your ... Your mom did abandon
you and she went to marry another man , and they
married and got a child , who's name is Mike sandew ,
because the mother insisted to name him after your
father and your step dad .so you see ? You do have
a mother , even though she reqlly isn't that nice ,
and you do have a stepdad , me , and your
half-brother , you do have family , you
do .
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The next day stalen woke up , a bit more
used to the house , he remembered all
that Dan had told him and asked himself
" are answers really what I wanted , or did
I just want lies as long as therye good news ?
" stalen shook his head and went out , we're
he found a plate of scrambled eggs in front
of him a part of it black and burned , stalen
remembered what Dan has said " I'm not really
that great a cook " stalen chuckled quitely and
started eating .
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when his plate was finished he went in
and changed into proper cloth , as Dan
had told him they were going to go out to shop
for cloth , and stalen was secretly very excited ,
after changing he went into the bathroom and
brushed his teeth with thz nez toothbrush dan
got for him , and then went out to find Dan out
of his bedroom , all ready , and driving "
goodmorning stalen , you already up and
ready ? good " soon Dan stopped and
practically jumped right out of the van ,
stalen right behind him , for stalen , he
felt like he'll have the best day
ever .
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