It's been a couple of days since I seen Allen in person we talk on the phone all the time, I just haven't took the initiative to see him yet. I'm still thinking on the decision to be with him plus I'm swamped with work at the moment. Got a new project coming up and this time I will have to travel out of town again for two weeks.
I haven't even told Allen yet I'm leaving for work yet hope he doesn't think I'm avoiding him. which I'm not I just want to wait before I give him my answer deep down inside I want to be with him and be his woman or wife one day, have his kids but I just haven't said those words to him yet.
Man I never met such a straightforward person other than me laugh at myself I guess I met my match my soulmate the love of my life, what did I just say that I love him my heart has butterflies just by saying that omg I love this man damn it.
I can't get enough of his scent it lingers in my mind I still feel his lips upon my mind and his taste omg just me think about it get me real hot if he was here I would do all kind of unimaginable things to him.
My thought was cut short when someone knock at my office door clearing my throat I said come in door began to open to my surprise it was my coworker with flowers in his hand.
Mike why you got flowers in you hand oh these are for you, I thought you might like them, here take them he said as I took the roses from him.
Ok but I'm confused why you got me flowers ok here goes nothing look Maria I really like you for along time now, so when I hear you broke up with your boyfriend I decided to take my shot and I'm asking you out. So will you go out with me on a date tonight.
Oh man you are barking up the wrong tree I said to myself. umm Mike you cool an all but me and you not happening ok I don't see you like that just friends only. oh wow ok he said as his face fell well at least I try well if you need anything let me know I mean anything let me know. knowing what he meant by that I just replied by saying I'm good he then turn and left.
All I can do was say to myself what the heck was that. Do I have a sign on my head saying I'm looking for a man laughing out loud.