Falling For You

Chapter 19: The Inferno

Seraphina was utterly broken. I knew she was hoping that I would choose her and leave Cassiel, but my gut told me that I couldn’t give up on either quite yet. I wished she would understand. I wished Cassiel would accept it. I knew they hated each other only because of their feelings for me. Being stuck in the middle of this felt like torture, but I couldn’t deny the truth any longer. I had feelings for both of them.

Seraphina turned away from me to hide the tears slowly trickling down her cheeks. I couldn’t resist any longer. I went to her and I held her like she had held me so many times. I think this surprised her because I felt her freeze. When she had finished crying, she looked deeply into my eyes. Confusion marred her face and I think she was unsure of how to go forward, but I gave her an answer in my actions. My lips found hers hesitantly. I didn’t want a repeat of last time, even if it was my fault. This time I was worried that she would reject me.

I pulled away to look in her eyes again and found the fire had been reignited in her. This look made something strange happen in me. I felt hot and excited. I wasn’t sure what to do from here, but my body took over where my brain failed to. I kissed her harder this time and guided her to the bed behind us. She followed my lead without a second thought. I felt her legs hit the bed and gently guided her down as I laid on top of her. Seraphina eagerly moved so that her whole body was on the bed and I followed suit.

As we kissed, I caressed her cheek and arm, and eventually worked my way down to her side and her breast. It was odd, but pleasant. I was so distracted by these sensations. It was all so new and yet it was Seraphina. I knew her, I was comfortable with her. Realization hit me slowly then. I wanted her to… touch me.

“Sera,” I moaned out, before I could stop myself.

Seraphina seemed to sense my need and before I knew what had happened I was underneath her. Her lips had never left mine, but they did then. Suddenly, her mouth was on my neck, trailing kisses down to the neckline of my robes.

“Mmm,” I heard myself whisper excitedly.

Seraphina chuckled. Her arms were wrapped around my waist and she slowly untangled herself to find the entrance to my breasts. She freed them easily, but then paused.

“Is- Maybe we should stop?” she whispered, concern crossing her face.

I grabbed her wrists and placed her hands on my cold chest. She grinned like a child. I pulled her robes away from her chest as well and admired her nudity. Seraphina reclaimed my lips momentarily and then found her way down to my t**s. Her hands kneaded my breasts gently and played with my n****e while her mouth made contact with the other. I felt my body buck of it’s own accord and my lower half ached with desire. This time a sultry moan escaped her lips.

“Can I… I want to make you feel good. Can I try something?” she whispered, as dark desire sparked in her fiery eyes.

“It depends on what it is,” I said, afraid of what she wanted to do.

She smiled wickedly and hopped off the bed. I was left feeling empty. She went to her small desk and rummaged through one of the drawers. She came back holding a thin blunt object. It looked to be made of some kind of plastic. Her grin widened as she saw the confusion in my eyes.

“Don’t freak out. It’s meant for pleasure. Sometimes the people torturing Lilith want her to feel good too. It’s- well, can I just show you?” she said as she disrobed.

She sat down on the bed naked. Slowly she lowered herself so her top half was next to my thigh. She grabbed my hand and placed it on her breast, silently encouraging me to feel her, to make her feel good. I watched in quiet fascination as she slowly trailed the thing up her thigh. Her eyes closed. She rubbed it against her c**t, causing small moans to escape from her. Watching her caused my body to heat up and I felt my lower body becoming moist. Just when I thought she had played with herself enough, she plunged the object into her body.

She opened her eyes suddenly. She watched me silently as she pulled the object back out of her and thrust it in hard and fast again. Her body jerked from the sensation. After that, she began to do it faster and faster. Her body twitched more and eventually she reached her climax and cried out my name.

I couldn’t believe it. That was the sexiest thing I had ever seen her do. But at the same time, it left me feeling a bit… jealous? I had wanted to make her feel that way, I realized. Sera lied there, spent. I stood up and moved her so that her entire body was on the bed. She looked at me confused but not too worried.

I found the thing she had just used to make herself come. I had come to the solution that I would make her come this time. I grinned wickedly at her and saw delight cross her face. I disrobed and laid my naked body on top of hers. I kissed her with a fiery passion that I felt building within me. The burning desire was so intense that I couldn’t hold back any longer.

Pulling back from her, I slowly teased the object into her body. Seraphina shivered in bliss. I pulled it back out just as slowly and heard her moan in appreciation. I began to build up speed and force and just when I thought she couldn’t take it anymore, I stopped. She moaned out in frustration and glared at me.

“If you do that again, I will do the same to you,” she teased, an evil smile crossing her face.

I considered this before responding, “Watch me.” I grinned back, devilishly.

Before she could move, I assaulted her p***y. Her body bucked against my hand and her tremors told me she was close to climaxing again. I stopped and placed my mouth on one of her n*****s. I looked up at her while I played with her tit. Her eyes showed amusement but also anger. A hand came out of nowhere and smacked me hard on the ass.

“Ow,” I exclaimed in irritation.

“You earned that and this,” she whispered in my ear.

She grabbed my body and flipped us so that she was on top of me again. That wicked look in her eyes told me she was about to do exactly what I had done to her. The thought scared and excited me. I bit my lip in anticipation. Her hands and breasts trailed down my body to my core. I watched her intently, waiting to feel something touch me. I gasped in surprise when her tongue darted into my body instead of her toy.

She winked at me then placed her mouth over my c**t. She flicked and made circular movements with her tongue. I moaned as the movement made me wetter. I felt my hands find their way into her hair before I could stop them. I grasped at her head and moaned as I felt my core tighten.

“I think I might-” I began, and she pulled back.

“Not yet. I’m not finished with you,” she whispered.

“But-”

She just shook her head and smiled as my body began to slowly relax. I was extremely disappointed and the look on my face made her chuckle darkly. She licked her lips and then kissed me. I was surprised by the act and worried that I would be disgusting. I found the taste of myself and her mixed together wasn’t that bad. Her tongue slipped into my mouth and explored slowly.

Seraphina sensed my disappointment and sighed contentedly. She sat back and found the object we had used on her earlier. She trailed it slowly up my thigh, teasing me. I closed my eyes and waited. Nothing happened. I hoped she wasn’t regretting this now because the anticipation was killing me. I opened my eyes ready to tell her that I wanted this, but when I did, she plunged the thing into me hard and fast. I cried out. It was intense and hurt a little. She pulled it back out immediately, remorse coloring her face.

“I’m so sorry! Are you alright?” She was on top of me looking in my eyes.

Was I alright? I felt pain shoot up from my core into my stomach. I shook my head and a single tear streaked down my cheek.

“I’m such an i***t. I had assumed you and Cassiel had- I didn’t know you were still a virgin. If I had known that I would never have…” She rambled but stopped as soon as something dawned on her. “Wait. You haven’t- you know?”

“What?” I asked, not following her line of thought.

“You and Cassiel. You haven’t had- s*x?” she asked shyly.

“What do you mean? I don’t understand what you’re asking. We’ve done the same things that you and I have done. That’s s*x, isn’t it?”

“Oh, Azrael. You don’t know how relieved this makes me,” she exclaimed.

“Is what we’ve done not s*x?”

“Did he put his- d**k inside you?” she whispered, envy seeping through her words at the end.

“In my mouth,” I responded, shame coloring my cheeks.

“He didn’t put it in your p***y?”

“Only a few fingers,” I whispered, confused as to why this mattered.

“Then you’re still a virgin. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I had assumed that you and he had already…” She looked away from me, unable to finish the last part as anger flared up in her eyes.

“Should we have already?”

“No!” she answered quickly, “I mean- I’m glad that you haven’t. I guess Cassiel is more of a gentleman than I thought he was.”

“Oh,” was all I could think to say.

I thought back to our time together and wondered if he had actually been a gentleman. The things he said and did made me think that he wasn’t quite as well behaved as he pretended to be. Seraphina watched me as I thought, but soon it became too much for her.

“Hey,” she said, softly. “It’s okay. We don’t need to go fast. I can be patient.”

I shook my head slowly. “It’s not that. I was just thinking about something else you said. I’m okay, really,” I met her gaze and pecked her cheek softly.

Just as she was about to respond, a soft knock came from her door. She sighed and groaned as she went to see who it was. As she went to the door she picked up her discarded robe and wrapped it around herself haphazardly. She and the unknown person had a short and, from the sounds of it, angry conversation before she closed the door and turned back to me.