Falling For You

Chapter 7: The Fall: Part III

Before I knew it, Cassiel’s hands were everywhere. He felt my face first, then traveled slowly and hungrily down. Every touch left felt like fire and ice. He trailed kisses down my neck and stopped at only long enough to pull away the robe covering my supple breasts. My fingers wove through his hair and a moan of pleasure erupted from my lips as his mouth made contact with my bare n****e.

He sucked and teased it expertly, although I had no idea how he knew to do such a thing. I didn’t even know that I wanted his mouth there until he began his sweet torment. His tongue swirled around my n****e several times before he began his assent on the other one. His touch was so gentle yet so rough.

I whined when his mouth left my body, but he just smiled as he disrobed and then lifted me up to remove the rest of my clothing as well. When he laid me back down on the soft grass and flowers, he pressed all his weight into me. I felt a heat and tingling in my loins and wanted more, but I wasn’t sure what more meant.

I also knew that I had never felt anything this intense and pleasant before. Cassiel paused to admire my body and it was then that I rolled us so that I was on top of him. I began a trail of kisses down his neck. He didn’t let me go far before he reclaimed my mouth. His tongue slipped into mine and began to explore shyly. I answered back with my tongue and then began to rock and rub my body against him. In answer to this, I felt a hardening on him that hadn’t been there moments ago.

Before I could stop him, he was on top of me again. He began to rub his p***s against my v****a. It was a heavenly feeling but it left me in need of more. When he realized this wasn’t enough, he did something even more unexpected. Cassiel’s fingers traveled down my stomach to the place where the fire burned hottest. He froze before he touched it and looked in my eyes, asking for permission. When I nodded, his fingers made contact.

I gasped so loudly I was afraid all of Heaven had heard me and blushed when I met Cassiel’s amber-colored eyes. His fingers touched my c**t and rubbed so sensuously. Something in me threatened to combust, but before I could get my release, his hand stopped.

“Why-” before I could even finish my sentence, one of his fingers dove inside me.

My body arched of its own volition and I began to see stars. He slowly pulled his finger out and then back in. It was awesome. My body began to follow his lead and kept rhythm with him. Soon he pushed another finger into me and then another. As my orgasm began, his mouth came back to mine to silence my screams. Wave after wave of tremors fell over my body. It felt unending and maddening. Just when I thought I couldn’t take it anymore, the shaking within my core subsided and a new feeling washed over me: bliss.

Words couldn’t begin to describe the things his fingers had made me feel, but bliss was close. The stress and tension from earlier had melted away in that moment and all that was left was him and me. All that I wanted, all that I had needed was this, was us. Finally, we had both expressed our desire for one another.

The only thing that could ruin this moment was reality. Cassiel traced small circles on my hip as his teeth nibbled at my ear, but as my thoughts returned, the agony did too.

“Was this our doing or did Father plan for this to happen?” I asked, turning to face his eyes that had suddenly turned a shade darker.

“Father had nothing to do with this. I don’t understand why you think this way. If humans have free will, then so do we,” he smiled mischievously, and slid his hand down to my s*x again, “I am the one who wishes to do this,” he whispered as his fingers snaked their way back into my heat.

“I want to believe you, but- how do we know this isn’t his doing?” I asked, pushing his hand away reluctantly.

“Because- Father gave all of us a choice. I came across it accidentally in one of his notes awhile back…. He gave us all soulmates; humans and angels alike will all have the chance to be with their one true match, the other half of their soul,” he let that sink in before he got up and began to redress.

“So, then this isn’t a choice. He is pushing us together?” I was so confused, I wanted this, but did I want this if it was forced?

“He is not forcing any of this. It is our choice and we can choose another,” at this, a hint of sadness came into his eyes.

“I- I see. I will consider this, but I think I need time to process- everything,” I ended lamely, unsure of whether this was what I truly wanted now.

He nodded solemnly and kissed my cheek, then he left me to contemplate. There was too much to consider, too many things that I didn’t understand. Things I wanted to be sure of before continuing any further actions. One thing I was worried about was Father; he had said that we were above such lowly needs, and yet here we were giving into them.