11 (break down)

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Scarlett's pov:- It's maybe a scientific and philosophical fact that is not said publicly, but if life decides to give you something good, know for sure that it will take a lot in return.A lot! I mean, Victor was really the perfect person to sleep with as a revenge plan, but, for literally one night I'm paying the consequences now. I am now a 6 week pregnant, I haven't felt the pregnancy symptoms yet, no mood swings, no vomiting... it's just an annoying headache most of the time. I can't concentrate in my study, can't sleep, can't eat, all I feel is a very painful headache and little dizziness from time to time but I guess that's not serious. Victor didn't call me since that night in my dorm, and I didn't either..He sent me the next appointment to that doctor i don't trust, I'm low-key 100% sure that she was the one who told Rei about me. But recently, it wasn't annoying that Rei found out, as it was annoying how I am dreaming about Victor, almost every night...I feel hot and my body wants him unusually, I can't even find a reason for that, except that I'm turning into a freak, or this is pregnancy hormones. I go check his social media almost every two hours, feel itchy and bothered, so I force myself to sleep and then I dream about him. When will that ever stop?! This can't continue like this, I need to find a way to stop... Another day passed like the others, but, today I was too distracted by thinking about Victor and the headache, I finish my classes, Mia noticed I'm too weak today so she told me she will send me her notes, And I went to my dorm, fell asleep for hours I don't know...of course I dreamed about Victor... His eyes, his charming cocky smile that I hate, and his lips...all that was cut off by violent knocking on my door...I hardly could stand to see who was that person, only to be stunned by what was facing me... André?! why the hell is he here?! :"Hi, Scarlie..." He said sheepishly, rubbing nape. No, you don't get to act all sheepish...not when you shamelessly cheated on me! :"What are you doing here, get out!" I snapped. He is the reason why I am suffering, if he hadn't cheated on me, i wouldn't have slept with Victor...and i wouldn't have been...a freak like this, craving men 24/7... :"I came to talk to you." he said calmly. that annoyed me more than anything, why he...the cheater...is so calm and I am the one who's hurt? :"I don't want to talk, what else is there to talk anyway? " I replied :"Scarlett, I still love you..." No he didn't... :"And I don't love you anymore!" I exclaimed, I don't want to see him...It leaves a bad taste in my mouth just by saying his name...I slammed the door at his face without hesitation. The headache was killing me..tears came out of my eyes and I don't know what happened to me, I just needed Victor...and without a single thought I called him... everything go hell right now, I need him...I need to see him. André kept knocking the door, I could still hear his voice from outside:" You're just mad at me because what happened in the past, it's okay, I don't blame you, but please open the door... Scarlet, you're not that innocent either, you cheated too with a random man! Hey open that goddamn door." I ignored all his speech... waiting for Victor to pick up, to save me from...all of this. :"Hello?" my heart jumped in my rips the second I heard his smooth manly voice. :"Victor, where are you, I need you, he won't go away from my door..." I talked between my tears, totally panicked...he sounded confused:"who? what?" before he paused for a second:" nevermind, I'm coming to you, you're in your college dorm I suppose, right? relax, don't worry, I got this... everything will be okay" his tone was reassuring... :"can we not hang the call until you arrive?" I asked, calmer now and he answered :"Sure, just breathe with me..." Although we didn't say anything else, the silence with him was reassuring... I don't know what happened to André, or when did the knocking stop...all I know is when Victor arrived I stood to open to him... once I saw him tears flooded on my cheeks..I missed him, how can he not miss me too? :"shhh" I felt his hand patting my head...:"I'm here, everything is okay" He looked around, I could see a hint of frown as he looked at the apartment, before I hear him again :"what happened? did Rei annoy you again?" I shook my head, :"It's... André...I don't know why he came...I was having that horrible headache and I was trying to sleep and..." I couldn't finish my words as I felt him grabbing my arm. :"You look like a mess, first, we'll go to somewhere better than this, you're pregnant you can't be in such place, and all that stress, I'm taking you to my place. You'll relax, have a shower and rest okay? I have a spare room." I'm with him, in the same apartment...I nodded almost immediately, let him take my hand, my heart was dancing as I started to get calmer, I am safe now, that's what I know. we got to his car and he had a business call made him busy the whole way but it reassured me in a way. Once we got to the penthouse, I felt my heart thumping in my chest...this is where I had my first night with him, when I first knew I was pregnant...it suddenly feels like yesterday. :"make yourself at home." he said while guiding me to an empty room. It had a wooden bed, a huge mirror and that's it...he added :"You can sleep here all you want, I will get you something to wear and some food." He won't sleep with me? Damn, what did I just think of...I nodded and he left me in that stupidly blank room. I guess we had our first night in his bedroom, not this one... Again, I thought about that cursed night, that cursed day, it was all André's fault. My phone buzzed, so I picked it, and, as if I was missing any more misery, it was a message from my mother. (Don't forget Sofia's wedding at the end of this week and you're expected to come, bring Ashley with you too, it's been a while since we've seen her, and your boyfriend.) My mom didn't know about the cheating incident; I didn't tell her. I stared at the screen as suddenly Victor came in, he frowned slightly as he looked at me :"what's wrong? you're sulking" I didn't know why, but I showed him my mother's message and he said :"Oh, I assume your mother doesn't know anything that happened in the recent weeks." I nodded and he paused for a second. :"Easy, go to the wedding, have a good time, don't drink anything alcoholic, and if your mother asked where was your boyfriend tell her he's now your ex... but don't mention the pregnancy part or the bride won't forgive you for taking her spot in her day." I chuckled slightly :"you make it sound too easy." "And you're making it sound like you're going to reunify the former Soviet countries." of course, he won't save me from his sarcasm. :"You don't know my family ceremonies." I said and he kept mocking :"It's not that big of deal, really, just go, force a smile at everyone's face, pretend that you don't see the groom flirting with one of the bridesmaids, dance with a random man you won't be seeing him again, and avoid the creepy relative who will probably be a perv in public, and that's it." I couldn't help but chuckle again, only to see the sweetest smile I ever saw on a man, the smile he gave me. :"Don't overthink that message, you need rest and food now, I'll order us something while you change your clothes okay?" Gosh...how can he be this charming without even trying? I nodded, as he left the room to let me change my clothes. The clothes he brought were, a turquoise male sleeping PJ'S, he gave me his clothes. the fabric was cold silk as if i wear nothing at all, too soft on my skin, is that how silk is supposed to be then what was I wearing my whole life? rich people are really on a different level entirely. I sat on the bed, thinking about everything that happened today, the headache, the dreams, André, and everything else...and how everything just vanished when Victor came, he must've had a magic power or something. Everything is solved when he came. I don't even feel headache any more.
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