FIGHTER

18

Ana's P.O.V

*TIME SKIP: 4 days later*

I was so tired. I don't think I got enough sleep. I was busy thinking about what I was going to do about the art I was going to, in like a week. I just don't wanna leave Kihyun, but I can't pass this up. As selfish as it sounds. Besides, the art school is only 2 years, it will go by fast. Ugh, I think I'm just doubting myself. Wonho walked in my house and he walked over to me and I sighed, is he gonna guilt trip me?

"Have you told him?" Wonho asked me and I sighed and I shook my head

"No, I don't think I can." I tell him and he sighed sadly

"You're gonna have to." He told me and I groaned and I nodded

"Spring break is over in like 2 days, and I leave in a week, I'll tell him today. Even though he might not be happy with me." I say to him and he nodded

"I believe in you." He says to me, and I smile

"You know, other than Minho and Jisung, you were the only one who actually believed in me." I say to him and he smiled and he ruffled my hair. "Now, since you gave me such great advice, you want some ramen?" I ask and he laughed

"You know me well." He says and I laugh and I went and got a ramen packet and I started to make it, ugh how am I going to tell Kihyun about this?

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I was walking with Kihyun, and I just felt my stomach turning in knots from the guilt of having to tell him this. Ugh, how should I start this conversation? I really don't know how to do it. "Kihyun." I say with my voice being shaky a little and he looked at me "I uh I need to tell you something." I say to him and he nods

"Okay, but are you okay, you look really pale, and you're sweating pinballs, is the news that serious?" Kihyun asked and I cleared my throat and nodded

"A little." I say to him and he nodded signalling me to go on and I sighed "Okay, I uh, I really don't know how to start this, so since you know that I'm a very good artist, so I got accepted into the art school I was dreaming of going to, ever since freshman year." I say to him, and he smiled

"That's good, but why were so nervous to tell me?" He asked me and I sighed

"I won't be there for graduation, I'll be leaving the Friday when we go back to school." I say to him and he was shocked

"Wow uh I mean, you're really smart so it's no surprise that you would graduate early." He says and I could tell from his tone that he was having a very hard time taking in this information and I frown

"I know, it sucks Kihyun, but it will only be for two years and I'll be back." I tell to him and he sighed

"Like that makes it any better." He muttered and I frown deeper

"I know, but I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to hate me or make me stay." I say and he looked at me surprised and he shook his head

"I'm not a selfish asshole, who doesn't let the person they love achieve their dreams. Yes, this is gonna be hard to deal with, but at least you'll be back in no time." He told me and I nodded with a smile on my face

"Yeah, exactly, but I'm really happy that you didn't freak out on me." I say and he smiled and he hugged me and he held onto me tightly

"I know you want to make your parents proud, so why would I make you stay?" He asked me and I smiled softly

"I love you, you know that?" I ask and he chuckled

"Of course I do." He told me and I smile wider and I sighed feeling that weight being taken off my chest, as he finally knows about the school I'm going to, the time I'm leaving, when I'm coming back, but my heart is still saying that I should stay, even though my brain is telling me that it's an amazing opportunity that you can't pass up.

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"Wait, you're not gonna be graduating with us?" Minhyuk asked with a frown on his face and I nodded

"Yeah, but since I'm so smart, and have a lot of credits, I was supposed to graduate early to begin with, anyway." I tell him and I sighed

"But, it won't be the same without you." Shownu said to me and Jooheon agreed and I sighed

"Getting into this school, would make my parents proud, since they have been pushing me to go to this school since I was 14 years old. If I don't go, I would feel like all that hard work, building up my art skills, up to this moment, would be all for nothing if I don't go." I say to him and they nodded

"Yeah, that makes sense." Changkyun agrees with me and I smile

"When are you gonna be back?" Hyungwon asked me

"I'll be back in two years, so it won't be that long, if you don't think about me being gone." I say to him and Hyungwon sighed

"That's too long." He says being dramatic, and I rolled my eyes, didn't I just say it wouldn't be that long, if they don't think about me?

"Don't be dramatic, it's not that long." Kihyun says and I nodded

"I don't know how, you're not freaking about this, I mean your girlfriend is leaving your ass, for two years." Jooheon says and I rolled my eyes, and we both held up our phones

"That's why we decided to facetime, each other dumbass." I say to him and Jooheon finally got it.

"Ahh, that makes sense." He says and me and Kihyun roll our eyes, I really don't know how I'm gonna get through those two years without Kihyun by my side, but I'll just have to manage through it.

A/N

Here's chapter 18 there are two more chapters left of this story and I'm gonna miss this story even though we're gonna have a sequel, which I'm still not gonna tell you the name of haha

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