FIGHTER

9

Ana's P.O.V

*NEXT DAY*

I walked into the school with this gloomy look on my face, and my heart was just in shambles, knowing that my two best friends are dead. I see Kihyun walk up to me with this look on his face that I couldn't make out, but I had this feeling that he was worried about me. "Are you gonna be okay?" Kihyun asked me as I opened my locker and I sighed softly, I don't think I'll ever be okay after what just happened last night.

"To be honest, no. I thought that I could just put a bright smile on my face, like the next day when my mom had killed herself, and when my dad had died, but this time I can't do it, I can't do it." I say and I felt tears roll down my face, and I let out a sob, and I feel myself being pulled into Kihyun's embrace and I felt myself start to sob again. Even though people might get the wrong idea, I didn't really care at this moment. In his arms I felt safe... I don't know why.

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It was first period and I asked my teacher if I can sit by Kihyun, which she was shocked by, because she knew during the beginning of the year I didn't want to sit by him. As I was working on my work, I heard the loudspeaker go off "Students, of Baker High, this is your principal, we have come to announce some sad news. Our school has lost two of it's most well driven students, dance captain Lee Minho, and Han Jisung. They were involved in a car crash late yesterday night, with Lee Hoseok and Chae Hyungwon. Please pay your respects by leaving notes on their lockers. Thank you, and have a good day." The principal says and everyone was shocked and some were crying, and I feel someone take a hold of my hand, and being the only person near me, I knew it was Kihyun. I don't want to be in this moment right now.

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*TIME SKIP: 1 WEEK LATER*

It was the day of Minho and Jisung's funeral and I don't think I can do this. I just can't be here, while my two best friends are being buried in the ground next to each other.

"We feel really awkward being here, I feel like Jisung and Minho's parents are looking at us like we murdered them." Wonho says and I sighed

"Minho, was her only kid, she'll be really torn up about this, and Jisung's mom is just going through a lot, that's why they're going back to Malaysia after the funeral." I tell him and he sighed

"But still, me and Hyungwon were in the car that killed them." Wonho told me and I shook my head

"Don't blame yourself, that leads to depression." I tell him and I then see the rest walk up to us and I sighed

"Ready to do this?" Jooheon asked and I shook my head

"No." I reply

"Yeah me neither." Minhyuk says to me and I smile softly

"But, thank you guys for coming, even though you didn't have to." I say and they all shook their heads

"No, we have to be there for you." Kihyun says and I sighed

"Well, let's go." I say and we decided to make our way to the seats and we sat down next to each other. Me, Kihyun, and Changkyun were sitting next to each other, Wonho, Hyungwon, and Shownu were sitting next to each other, while Jooheon and Minhyuk were sitting next to each other.

"That drawing is very beautiful, Ana." Changkyun says and I nodded as a way of thanking him. I see the pastor walk up to the stand and I look down at my hands, and Kihyun grabbed both of them, and I placed my head on his shoulder.

"Today, we're gonna say one last goodbye to our two fallen angels Lee Minho and Han Jisung. These two would've made a great difference to the world, if they weren't taken away from us so soon. These two are up in the clouds now, and they're watching over us. Now we have a few people who want to say a few words, first being Analiese Jensen." The pastor said and I stood up and I walked to the stand and I sighed taking out the speech I wrote like last night because I had no ideas to write this. I cleared my throat and I began to speak

"Okay, so uh I'm not good with things like this so bear with me okay? I just wanted to say, that Minho and Jisung were like my best friends for like a lifetime, actually they were more like brothers to me. Before my parents had died, these two would come over and play my video games, or eat my food. When Jisung first came from Malaysia, he was very confused on how everything was, and from that first moment that Minho saw him on his first day of Baker High, he instantly fell in love-" I say but then I stop as I feel my eyes start to tear up, I can't cry now! I needed to get through it, but for some reason I just couldn't, and I then started crying, and through my blurry vision that was filled with my endless tears, Kihyun walked up and hugged me and he continued to read where I left off

"- he instantly fell in love with him. Minho, was always the guy to be the most confident, you know? Confident, about his looks, singing, dancing, and most importantly how gay he was (but I never told him that). But, with Jisung, it's like he couldn't be himself, he was all flustered and shy, so shy that he couldn't peep a word to him. It made me feel really sad for him. So, me being me who looks at the greatest things in life, I just told him to straight up talk to him. It took him a while to finally man up and get courage but he did. They were the bestest friends to me that anyone can ask for, they were funny, nice, always doing something stupid, but now they're gone. Forever. I was wondering why, did they have to be taken away from us so soon. Why did they have to drive in the pouring rain that day? Why did we argue about how I'm in love with a massive jerk? I was actually going to talk to them the next day after, to tell them I was sorry for every rude word I said, but now I'll never be able to get that chance. I'm sorry Minho and Jisung, and may I hope you rest in peace together." Kihyun finished off while I was still bawling in his arms, and everyone had clapped for the little eulogy speech thing. Kihyun pulled back from the hug and looked down at me with worried eyes "You okay?" He asked me as he wiped away my tears and I shook my head no, and he hugged me again, and while he was still hugging me he led me back to the seats.

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"Well, I never uh expected to cry during my speech." I say as me and the boys started to walk away from the cemetery. The funeral had just ended and we went to see Minho and Jisung's casket get lowered down in the ground right next to each other. Minho and Jisung's parents couldn't bear to see it, I don't blame them. I mean they just lost both of their kids on the same day.

"I don't blame you, it's tough to do this s**t. I mean did you say stuff for your parents?" Changkyun asked, I had totally forgotten that I mentioned the death of my parents in that

"Uhhh no, because my mom told me that when she died, to not say anything, she knew that I would cry, and my dad didn't want it either. I guess they just didn't want to see me cry." I say to him and I sighed "I guess, I broke that promise." I say

"This was the hardest day of my life, and I didn't even know those two." Jooheon says and I nodded and I look behind me to see Kihyun trailing behind while he had his hands in his pockets and I let everyone go ahead in front of me while I started to walk with him

"Hey." I mumble and he looked at me and back at the ground, and I sighed, and I then took the risk of grabbing his hand and intertwining our fingers together. My feelings Kihyun have grown massively, it's like, now I really can't live without him. If I don't have him in my life, I'll feel really lonely and lost. But with him, I feel like I know my own way, and he is the lightness to the dark.

He is my savior.

A/N

Here's chapter 9!!!!

The longest chapter so far!!

Now I feel really bad for killing off Minho and Jisung buttt I can't help the storyline.

I'm also trying to pace this relationship out because in my last story the two characters got together in like the 8th chapter haha soooo you'll just have to wait

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