Ana's P.O.V
*TIME SKIP: 5 days later*
I don't know why, I've been invited to this. Shownu, literally invited me to this sleepover thing, and I'm literally confused why. Because, he knows that Kihyun is gonna be there, and he knows that me and him are not on good terms. I mean, it's been 5 days since that big fight me and Kihyun had. But, he told me that it would be a little get together just me and the guys only. Which is a good thing, because I can't stand many people in one spot. I make my way into Shownu's house, and I immediately saw the boys (minus Kihyun) in onesies. "Was there a dress code, I didn't know about?" I ask and they shook their head
"Nah, we just wanted to make you feel awkward." Wonho said in his bunny onesie. I nodded and smiled
"I feel awkward." I say
"Good the plan is working." Wonho says and I rolled my eyes, and my eyes made the way to the kitchen and I saw Kihyun in the kitchen, wearing a hamster onesie, and I smiled softly of how cute he looked. I walked in the kitchen, and I saw that he was cutting up some veggies.
"Hey." I mutter and Kihyun looked at me and sighed and then went back to cutting the veggies, and I went to grab something that he wasn't gonna use, but he slapped my hand away and I brought my hand back and I was confused
"This stuff could kill you, you know?" He asked me and I raised my eyebrows
"Really? You plan onto poison Minhyuk with the food?" I ask as a joke and he had cracked a tiny smile, and that made me smile, "Hey, I'm uh sorry, that I didn't tell you about Jae and the whole fiasco." I apologize and he shook his head
"No, I get it, I'm sorry for all the things I said, it's just ughh I don't know when to shut my mouth sometimes." Kihyun told me and I smiled, and I then held out my hand for him to shake
"We cool?" I ask but he shook his head and I was confused and he then raised his arms out, like he wanted a hug "Really?" I ask him and he nodded with a smile
"Come on, I'm in a hamster onesie." He begged while he wiggled his body around like he was getting impatient, and I sighed and I went over to hug him and I felt all warm and cozy because of the onesie he was wearing.
"You're so warm." I say snuggling into his chest, as I felt myself getting sleepy from how comfy he is
"Are you falling asleep on me?" Kihyun asked me and I stayed silent and he took my silence as a yes "When was the last time you slept early?" Kihyun asked me tightening his grip on me, and I listen to his heartbeat, and I hear it start to speed up a little, which made me confused on why, but I disregarded it
"Umm, I don't know, but please don't let me go." I say and I held on to him, and I let my eyes droop closed while he was holding onto me.
Kihyun's P.O.V
She fell asleep. She really fell asleep in my arms. And, I had to hold her up, so she won't fall to the ground. I then see Wonho and Changkyun walk in and they were shocked by this situation "Shh, she's asleep." I whisper to them while holding a finger to my lips to shush them.
"She looked pretty exhausted when she walked in the house. She had pretty nasty eyebags, red blotchy cheeks, and she also got pretty skinnier too." Changkyun says and I look down at the sleeping baby that I was holding onto, and I tightened the grip on her, and I put my chin on the top of her head and I sighed
"Yeah, the only point of Shownu inviting her over here, was to get you two make up, and have her get some proper sleep." Wonho says and I sighed and I then felt her move a little and I look down and I see her rubbing her eyes and yawning
"Did I fall asleep?" She asked and I nodded
"Only for a couple minutes." I tell her and she groaned
"Ugh, I need sleep." She complained and I sighed
"Why don't you go to sleep for a while." I suggest and she shook her head
"I'll be fine for a couple of hours." She told me and I shook my head
"No, can't have you passing out from lack of sleep, now go to sleep." I demand and she finally complied and nodded
"Fine, as long as you'll be there with me." She says to me and I nodded with a smile and she had walked out and I sighed
"Dude, you are so f*****g in love with her." Changkyun says and I rolled my eyes
"Shut up, and so what? I am in love with her, it's not really any of your business." I say and they both had their hands raised in surrender
"Jeez, calm down, we just wanted you to finally admit your love for Ana." Wonho says and they both had walked out and I scoff
"Brats." I say
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Ana's P.O.V
I woke up and I saw that everyone was either playing video games, or just eating, and I looked over to see Kihyun right next to me, asleep as well. I smile softly, as I tapped his nose with my index finger, and he moved a little and I smiled softly and I was about to get up from the spot I was in, but Kihyun had this grip on my wrist and I was confused on why he had this extreme grip on my wrist and I turn around to see him sitting up with this look "Didn't I tell you to sleep?" Kihyun asked me and the boys started to look at us and I sighed softly and laughed
"Kihyun, I slept for two hours." I say and he shook his head
"Not enough." He told me and I then sat down next to him
"Tell you what, when I get tired, I'll go home and I'll sleep, but only if you're there." I say and he then got very flustered but he nodded and I giggle and I then give him this side hug, with my arms wrapped around his neck.
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I was in the kitchen, as I hear the music start to play because of course Hyungwon and Wonho requested music, I feel like those two are in a relationship, I mean they do everything together, might as well be together. I grabbed myself a drink, while I see Changkyun walk in as well and I sighed, and I hopped on the counter top and sat down "So, I heard you like someone." I say to him and he was shocked and confused
"What do you mean?" He asked me and I laugh
"The amount of times I've seen you on your phone, you never smiled and laughed at it." I tell him and he rolled his eyes, and he then sat in the bar stool
"Who knows, I could've been watching a funny i********: post." He says and I laughed like it wasn't even possible
"Yeah, right, I've seen your text messages. You know the contact name says 'my soulmate'" I tell him and he groaned
"Yeah, I like someone, so what?" He says and I held up my hands
"Nothing, I mean, have you seen my crush?" I ask him and he looked out of the room and tried to pin point out the guy I like
"Minhyuk?" He asked and I rolled my eyes
"No, you dumbass, Kihyun." I say but lowering my voice at Kihyun's name
"Yeah, I knew that, you i***t, just wanted to mess around with you." He said and he flicked my forehead and I wince in pain
"Ow." I mutter, rubbing my forehead "So, what is the girl's name?" I ask taking a sip of my juice that I got
"Umm, her name starts with a K, and that is all I'm telling you." He told me and I sighed sadly
"Fine, but I'll figure out the rest later." I say and I hopped off the counter and I walked out of the kitchen.
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After many songs, juices, and many many ramen packets, I was finally home, like at 1:00 AM, when I got there around like 4pm. These boys always make me feel happy, and their personality keeps me really happy. But, when I'm actually alone, I'm depressed, and putting little scars on my skin. As sad as it sounds. I put on this front of happiness, but in reality I'm just really depressed. "Are you sure you don't want to go home?" I ask Kihyun as soon as we walk in my house "I mean, won't your parents get worried that you're not home?" I continued and he shook his head
"Nah, I already told them I was staying at a friends house." He told me and I sighed and nodded and I went upstairs to change my clothes because the jeans were getting uncomfortable, so I decided to just change into shorts, and I kept my sweatshirt on, and I went downstairs to see Kihyun just sitting on the couch
"Should we watch a movie, I mean, until we both fall asleep?" I ask and he nodded and I put in a movie and I sit down on the couch and the movie started to play
Kihyun's P.O.V
I saw that Ana fell asleep like 30-40 minutes into the movie, and I couldn't just stop thinking of what I saw when she came down. Scars. On her legs. I don't know where those scars came from, but my gut feeling tells me the scars are self harm scars. That thought just brought tears to my eyes, why would she do this to herself. Putting those scars on her body, doesn't help the pain, they only make it worse. I wanna ask her about them, but I know she won't tell me. Ughhh, I don't know what to do.
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