I haven't Hurd from Bria in over a f*****g month. Her stuff is still in my bedroom in her bag, and I've decided to leave it there. A month of constantly worrying about her. Wondering what she is doing. A month of jacking off to the memory of her. A f*****g month of not wanting to even think about anything else but her.
I’ve gone out with some of my friends a few times. I've had a few girls want to hang out. I always ignore them and tell them no. Bria is the only girl I want. I text her leaving messages every day. I can't get her off my mind. I tell her I've been thinking about her every day. I tell her I wish she would just talk to me and let me know she is ok. I tell her I miss her. After a few weeks of this I start to let it sink in that she isn’t coming back. I start to think about giv
