When I wake up the next day. I don't even want to get out of bed. Sometimes you do everything you can to get out of the darkness, but it still finds you. I'm laying in the dark under the cover. When my phone rings. It's my grandpa. (grandpas call) Bria- “hello” Grandpa- “what are you doing squirt!” (what my grandpa calls me) Bria- “laying in this bed wondering if my life is ever going to be normal again. I start to cry.” Grandpa- “squirt come out here, so we can talk. And grandma and I want to meet your fella.” Bria- “ok, I’ll see you in a few, I love you.” grandpa- “I love you to.” Adam comes into the room with breakfast on a tray. Setting the tray on the bed, and we eat breakfast. I turn to face him, and he rubs his hand up, and down my back. asking, “baby what's on your min

