Right now my tummy it’s the flattest it’s ever been in my entire life. Am i sick for thinking it looks a bit sexy? Yes I am. I’m not a foodie, but I eat at least one meal every day. Having not eaten anything for over two days really shows me how much I need food. My body feels weak and I can barely lift my legs as I go down the stairs, heading to the dining room for breakfast. Starving myself now is not going to help, I need as much energy as I can get for now. As I reach the big, luxurious dining room, my breath catches in my throat as I see Ryan at the other end, peacefully eating his breakfast. He lifts his gaze from his full plate to my form but looks away immediately. So do I, turning my head to the side. I better not eat now, not with Ryan in the same room as me. I don’t think

