Even in my racing career my excitement and race day nerves were nothing compared to this week. I shouldn't be so nervous, we enjoy each other's company, in fact I have spend most of the week at her place wrapping every ones presents, finalizing hospital santa event, we keep the tradition alive of Santa at lunch time, this year I will hopefully be a engaged elf, watching a Christmas Carol after supper with my fiance, thinking of which I look up from wrapping and realized she had watched me carefully. "Does wrapping presents really make you that happy or have you been thinking about something else? your almost bright red from smiling so much." Oops, feel a bit like a deer in the headlights, but I just reply "Just thinking of everyone smiling pleased with there gifts including the kids in

