Chapter 20 -I was shocked Bella's POV As he continued to feed me, I started to think. My life has changed 180 degrees. I have to stay here forever. Even tho I am happy with it, I am still feeling sad. All my life I have worked hard to get that one degree, and work. I have made so many sacrifices. I never get to enjoy my life like other teenagers. I worked extremely hard. I had rejected every time my friends asked me to loosen up a bit. I studied day and night while working at the café. Paying for my University and getting a living on my own. Just when I had the taste of freedom, I got pulled back again. Even tho I am happy to be with a man like Xavier, but this is something I have worked all my life. My dreams, aspiration and aim, Everything is being shattered. And my friends, Alec

