The Letter That Should Not Exist
1370 Words
I walked into the throne room knowing one of them was about to die by my words.
The air felt heavy with perfume and fear. Nobles stood in neat rows pretending loyalty while their eyes darted like rats. Selene sat near the side, smiling that soft fake smile of hers. Kairos sat on the high seat, dark and still, watching everything. I kept my steps light, my face soft, the perfect young queen who still blushed at attention.
A lord named Theron stepped forward first. He always did. He bowed too low and spoke too smooth.
“My emperor, my queen, the harvest reports from the western lands show… unexpected losses. I fear the people grow restless under the new changes.”
I tilted my head. “Unexpected losses, Lord Theron? Or carefully planned ones?”
His smile froze. “I… do not understand, my queen.”
“You understand perfectly.” I kept my voice gentle, almost kind. “Three nights ago you met with two of Selene’s servants near the old wine cellars. You spoke of moving grain stores so the western villages would starve just enough to blame the new queen. You said my presence weakened the empire. Did I hear that wrong?”
Silence slammed into the room.
Theron’s face drained of color. “Who told you such lies?”
Kairos’s voice cut through the quiet like a blade. “Answer her.”
Theron stammered. “My emperor, these are dangerous accusations. The queen is young. Perhaps she misunderstood court talk.”
I stepped closer. “I misunderstood nothing. You called me a pretty alliance piece that would not last the year. You said once the people turned hungry, Kairos would set me aside. You even named the day you planned to start the rumors. Shall I repeat the exact words?”
Selene’s smile never moved, but her fingers tightened on her dress.
Kairos rose slowly. “Theron. Is this true?”
The lord dropped to his knees. “My emperor, I only… I only wished to protect the throne. The queen is untested. The people—”
“The people will eat because I say so,” Kairos growled. “And my queen is not untested. She just proved she hears more than any of you. Guards. Take him.”
Two soldiers dragged Theron away while he still begged. The court stayed frozen. I kept my face calm even though my heart hammered. One more small thread cut. One more step away from the death I once suffered.
Kairos looked at me across the room. His eyes were dark and burning. “Court is dismissed. Everyone out. Now.”
They scattered like birds. Selene left last, her gaze sliding over me with quiet poison.
When the doors closed, Kairos came down the steps fast. He stopped right in front of me.
“How did you know?”
I lowered my eyes. “I listen. People talk when they think the new bride is too soft to understand.”
“Do not play shy with me.” His hand caught my chin, forcing my face up. “You walked in here and cut him open with words I never taught you. Something is different about you, Aria. I feel it every time I touch you.”
My pulse jumped. “The bonding changed me. You said it yourself. The old magic sits under my skin now.”
“That is not all of it.” His thumb brushed my lower lip. “You look at me like you already know what I will do next. It should frighten me. Instead it makes me want to keep you closer.”
I swallowed. “Then keep me closer.”
His eyes flashed. “Tonight. No court. No servants. Only the ritual. I need to feel you under it again.”
The rest of the day passed in a blur of forced smiles and quiet orders. Outside the walls, low rumbles started. Servants whispered that the outer stone had begun to crack. I heard them but said nothing. The cosmic force was waking earlier than before. I needed more time.
Night came heavy and hot. Kairos dismissed every guard from our wing. The moment the last door shut, he turned on me.
“Come here.”
I walked to him slowly. He pulled me against his chest, one hand fisted in my hair, the other locked at my waist.
“You exposed a traitor in front of the entire court and barely blinked,” he said against my ear. “Do you have any idea how that looked? How it felt to watch you?”
“I only wanted to protect us.”
“Us.” He laughed once, low and dark. “You say that word like it already belongs to you. Say it again.”
“Us,” I whispered.
His mouth found my neck. “Again.”
“Us, Kairos.”
He walked me backward until my spine hit the tall post near the bed. His hands worked the ties of my dress with impatient strength.
“The ritual tonight will go deeper,” he said. “I will mark you again. Stronger. So every person in this empire feels you are mine even when I am not in the room. Do you understand?”
My breath shook. “I understand.”
“Do you want it?”
I met his eyes. The truth and the lie mixed until I could not separate them. “Yes.”
He began the ancient words. The air thickened. Heat slid under my skin like liquid fire. His fingers traced the old symbols over my collarbone, my ribs, the soft place below my heart. Every touch pulled a soft sound from my throat that I could not stop.
“You burn for me,” he murmured. “I feel it. Tell me you feel it too.”
“I feel it.” My voice came out rough. “It is too much sometimes.”
“Good.” His forehead pressed to mine. “I want it to be too much. I want you to forget every other name but mine.”
The ritual rose higher. Magic and want tangled until I could barely stand. Kairos held me up, mouth at my throat, voice still speaking the binding words. When it finally peaked, I gasped and clutched his shoulders. He held me through it, breathing hard against my skin.
Afterward we stayed locked together for a long time. His hand stroked slow circles on my back.
“Something is coming,” he said quietly. “The walls crack. The sky splits. I will not lose you to it. Whatever this power is inside you, we will use it together. No more secrets. Promise me.”
I pressed my face to his chest so he could not see my eyes. “I promise.”
He kissed the top of my head and finally let me go. “Rest. I must speak with the generals about the outer walls.”
When he left, the room felt too large. I walked to the small table near the window to pour water. A folded letter sat under the jug. It had not been there earlier.
My hands shook as I opened it.
The handwriting was careful and unknown.
“We know you are not the same bride who arrived. The fire in your blood is not from the ritual alone. Keep hiding and we will expose you. Or come to the old temple at midnight three nights from now and learn who else remembers the queen who burned.”
No signature.
I read it twice. My pulse roared in my ears. Someone in the palace already knew. Someone watched me closer than Kairos did.
Outside, a deep crack split the night. Stone groaned. Somewhere far off a section of the outer wall gave way with a low thunder.
I crushed the letter in my fist and stared at the dark window.
Three nights.
Whoever wrote this already held a knife at my second life.
And I still did not know if Kairos would stand with me or against me when the truth finally tore free.
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