Sheldon X Reader

Chapter Twelve: (hints at s*x)

My hand slides off Sheldon's leg. My hand grabs at him out of reflex so that I don't fall. Sadly my attempt was in vain. I fall on the ground and hit it hard, with Sheldon dragged down on top of me. "I'm sorry." He says. "I'm not." I kiss him. I quickly realize what I've just done and I get out of there as soon as I can. I run into Penny's room and I lock the door. I jump back on her bed. "What have I done." I roll over and bury my face in her pillows. I hear a knock on the door. "Y/n? It's Jackson." I open the door for him and I sit back on the bed. He closes the door behind him. He sits on the bed next to me. "What's up little bit?" "(Screwed thing)." "How are you screwed?" "I kissed Sheldon." "Oh wow, he has a girlfriend." "I know." "Well, I'm still here for you." "Thanks." I smile up at him. All of the sudden his hand rests on my cheek and he presses his lips to mine. Without thinking I kiss back. His hand's paw at my shirt. His fingers trail up my back. Wait. This isn't right. I place my hands on his shoulders and push back not too hard but just enough to get away. "Jackson I love you but not like this, I like Sheldon I'm sorry." I look at the ground. "It's okay." I can hear the disappointment in his voice. I feel bad. "I get it I guess." He waits. "I mean if some girl came onto me I'd push her off and tell her I'm in love with you so I can't be with her." I look up at Jackson. "Jackson, you're a great guy, you're going to find the perfect girl someday." He nods. "I just don't think I'm that girl." He nods. "Well, I'll leave you alone." He stands. He takes off his leather jacket and hands it to me. Exposing his muscular arms. Damn. He goes to leave. "I mean technologically speaking I'm single and I am intoxicated so maybe we could... you know." He looks at me. "Just as a friend of course." He smiles at me. "Are you sure?" He grins. "Yeah." I smile. "But not here on Penny's bed, god no she'd kill me." He takes my hand and leads me out of the party and down the stairs to my apartment." He scoops me up and carries me to my bed. He sets me down and locks my door. He softly rests on top of me and kisses down my neck.

Crazy night.