KANE'S POV
I haven't slept...not really, barely a wink that kind of sleep that means anything. I close my eyes, yeah, sure. I lie down, but my mind stays loud too f*****g loud. Everything’s noise from her scream and the way she held her head like it was splitting open, the look on her face like she wanted to disappear. Made my heart clench hard.
I can’t stop hearing it and I can’t stop seeing it.
But on the outside, I’m calm like super calm...i mean I have to be.
Someone has to be.
Grandmama moves around quiet, too like she’s holding her breath with every step. The staffs are on the edge and they think I don’t notice. I do. They’re scared because something is very wrong with Aria, and no one knows how to fix it.
And I hate that.
I hate not knowing how to fix it. I hate that I can't
