I had been lying in bed for nearly an hour, tossing and turning. Sleep wouldn’t come. I was so used to having Dylan beside me that it felt wrong to be alone in the bed. My body felt restless, and I was starting to consider going for a run. But as I thought about it, I noticed Dylan's cell phone on the bedside table. I grabbed it and dialed Blake's number. Blake picked up the phone on the second ring. "Hello?" His voice sounded husky. He must have been asleep, and I immediately felt guilty for waking him. It was the middle of the night, so I should’ve known he’d be asleep. "It’s me," I said. "Are you okay?" "I am," I replied, not entirely lying this time. "Good. What's up?" Blake asked, sounding casual. I smiled, already feeling relieved that I had called him. "Wait, where

