I took a shuddering breath. "Is this really a conversation you want to get into right now, Mykel?"
He looked at me. "If not now, when? This isn't a conversation that you'll willingly bring up later."
I looked at him for a moment, my expression softening as I looked at him. "If I need to. But right now, emotions are high. s**t is still very raw...I would rather put it off until we've both had time to process so this doesn't turn into a fight. I don't want to fight with you. Do I want to talk about this? Yes. I do. Because it really f*****g hurt. Do I want to fight and scream and argue? No, I'd rather not. So if not talking about it now and having to balls up to mention it later means that that won't happen tonight...that-that we won't fight because we're both very clearly upset...th
