Arranged To Be His

The Death of Hope.

April's Pov:

I had healed but I was haunted and now I would die.

I could die.. as I processed these words I felt numb inside out like everything stopped. I crashed to the floor. All my wishing upon stars to have a perfect life, since this mess was in vain. How do you explain an explainable thing like death?

You don't. I could live my life normally but the curse or the prophecy whatever you wanna call it, just had to come in the way had to screw the least bit of happiness I could call mine.

The mate bond could be stronger, it had to be or we wouldn't ve brought together? Was this fate? Or was it part of a game a cheap game to see if I would break never to be repaired, made whole again.

Well I was actually past breaking point, I had broken I couldn't feel anything not even the most powerful and the most amazing feeling in the world.. love.

This was how hollow incomplete I felt inside. On the outside I was smiling, trying to act like everything was just the way it had to be.. happiness and rainbows, which was the opposite it was sadness and storms raging in our minds, in our world. I had to do this for the one I love, for the one who was my world and for the world we created together. Screw it if I died, at least I knew my death would be a good omen.

But what about him? What about all you could be together? Will he be broken will he shut himself in?

That's what broke me. Not my destruction, not the death that stood knocking on life's door, but the one who consumed me completely...

I would do it.

Maybe its for the best, I leave, everything will be fine. The pack will move on, they may remember the Princess April that once lived amongst them, who's life was dark but maybe she was the light we needed.

I rose and looked at Alex eyes, devoid of any emotion numb just like me, a heart bleeding for love..

"I will do it." I said slowly letting it sink in.

"You what?"

"I will break the bond."

"No you won't."

"I have to. Your love is strong, strong enough to maybe save me."

"I can't lose you."

"You won't. You never will. I will always be here right here." Keeping my hand on his heart feeling it beat under my hand.

"Maybe I just did." And he left pity, disdain, hatred, but love in his eyes.

Next day:

Today I would die. My soul was eating me inside. My heart said no, but my head said yes. Usually people listen to the heart, but I went with my head. Maybe I would regret this, but I past feeling all emotion, not even regret.

Lyka greeted with a sad smile, Victor was angry, maybe it was resentment, that I didn't choose him anger, that I chose to be here where I belonged.

Alex was a completely different story. He was shattered, like his heart, like something that couldn't be fixed.

Lyka started the process. She said a spell which slowly made everything blurry. As she continued, I was getting weaker, the sire bond weaker by the minute, as I saw Victor screaming in agony, pain unbearable. Alex was emotionless, or he was hiding it, as he watched me die.

Life seeped out of me slowly, letting me have a few moments to live.

And then I felt it. The bond broke setting me free, I smiled at Alex which he returned and he came towards me literally sprinted and hugged me, I felt whole and heard his voice in my head again.

"I thought I lost you."

"I told you, you never will."

He smiled so bright that, I felt myself fall in love with him, all over again just like I do everyday.

And then with his smiling face in front of my eyes, I took my last breath and died...