I didn't sleep very well tossing and turning going over everything that had happened in the last 8 days over and over in my head, I understand why they both left so suddenly for Axel's dad Leo but why didn't they tell me... I could of helped him, why didn't they tell me about everything else? why did they leave me to.deal.with everything alone? why did they make me doubt myself? so many questions I needed answers to and I knew I'd have to wait until they got whatever they were doing at Luca's finished first before I seen them again, but first I needed to know why Anna and Jack both knew about them leaving and they didn't tell me, I got out of bed got some clothes together, got dressed and decided that I would have the loft room designed and decorated for me to live in there permanently wit

