something different

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Jacob's pov This is soo frustrating, seeing my peers enjoying their time with there mates & here I am, all alone. I thought once I turned 18 I would be able to find my mate & I hoped that my mate would be Lina. Yeah I know that I can't involve myself with someone who has the lowest rank in the pack. There's something different about her & I can feel it. I don't believe the whole bullshirt of her being an omega coz it doesn't suit her. She is a sweet, innocent, shy & beautiful young lady. I saw a look of guys looking at her with admiration & I hated the fact that someone else was admiring something or someone that I was interested in. At first when I shifted on my 18th birthday, I went to her house since she wasn't there at my birthday party infact I've never seen her at any of the events we have had in the pack or outside the pack. When I reached that side, she was looking at the stars with a smile on her face, she looked like the moon goddess herself. To my disappointed I couldn't sense her as my mate & it broke my heart into pieces. The thought of her being someone's mate killed me from within. I've always admired her since we were kids & I still admire her. I won't let her be with anyone else who is not me & if I'll have to take her as my chosen mate to ensure that then I'll. Once I mark her as my mate, whoever my fated mate is the bond will break & she will be paired with someone else the same thing with her as well whoever her mate is, their bond will break & the guy will be paired with someone else. I've been waiting for the perfect moment to mark her & I can feel the attraction, she has feelings for me am sure about that & I'll use those feelings to my advantage. Am running out of time, I just heard that tomorrow when we'll be celebrating the full moon festival, it's her birthday meaning the possibility of her finding her mate is high but am still hoping that am her mate. Dad once told me that in some cases one might not sense their mate but will have these strong feelings towards that person especially if the other person hasn't shifted yet. So I believe that when she shifts tomorrow we'll both feel the mate bond. But the other side of me is telling me that she's not our fated mate & am scared of losing her. I've to find her & confess my feelings towards her. The moment I step out I see her & I decide to approach her. It looks like she's not looking where she's going cause bumps into me. Wow she's soo beautiful even if she's just wearing simple clothes which am which are not hers because of how loose they look on her. After a short interaction to heard to the garden, even after receiving a mind link from one of the warriors that my parents needed me to attend a meeting with their special guests. Am sure it's another alliance for me to take a chosen mate who has alpha blood in them. This is the only chance I've to clam her & show her that I love her & that I don't care if she is an omega, gama, beta or alpha wolf, I really don't care about all that. After planking flowers & chatting at the same time when I was about to tell her hw I feel, James one of the warriors had to ruin everything by saying it's an alpha order which meant I couldn't disobey dad but I wanted so that I can continue spending quality time her Lina. When I was about to refuse, she jumped in on the conversation " Alpha, my apologies for intruding but I believe it's best you go & meet your father's guest. Am even done here." After saying that she ran off before I could stop her "Why didn't u use the mind link rather than coming her?" I was furious at this moment " my apologies alpha but I tired mind linking you, it's seems that you were blocking all the calls so that how I decided to look for you. Cause your parents are really furious with you & want your presence right now at the pack house." He said bowing his head in respect. I just walk away without another word cause I know that what he said was true & I had to go their before they do something that might lead to me going something that I don't want. As I make my way to the pack, I see alot of people bowing as I walk & as usual the young she wolves who are wishing that I take them as my chosen mates smiling at me in almost revealing clothes. " Why don't we get one for the night, it's been long since I last had a good f**k you know." My wolf Jake said yeah that's true I've been soo busy with other pack stuff that I haven't had the time to f**k any she wolf & I needed to taste something different not the use slut of the pack Lisa. " Mmmmm that's true, but we will do that later. Let's see what dad has to say this time around for his so called 'meeting'." Jake laughs " you know how he is, but I just want my mate. I can feel the attraction you for that girl but I don't think she is our mate, I don't feel the bond, nor the sparks. I feel nothing other than mere attraction towards her." I block him cause am not ready for this conversation, we have had it too many times & each time we end up arguing with each other. When I reach the pack home, I go straight to dad's office & knock on the door " come in" as I enter I see mom seated with two ladies, the youngest one seated in the middle of mom & the other elderly lady I assume is her mother & dad is seated with an elderly man his age. " Good afternoon everyone, dad you sent for me?" I didn't give anyone the chance to greet me back, I want whatever dad called me here for to be over & done with. Mom stands up & hugs me " my dear baby, how are you?" Mom being mom like always " mom, am good & you?" I ask her " ooh my dear baby, you just don't know how much I've missed you & I've been looking for you for a long time, where have you been?" I wanted to roll my eyes at how dramatic she is at the moment, before I could reply " sweetheart, you will ask him all those questions once our guests leave. Jacob sit." I go ahead & sit on one of the chairs in his office then mom says " dear, why don't you go & sit with Jacob there." What is this bullshit they are trying to do. She stands up looking all shy as everyone else in the room laugh at how cute she looks & all that other bullshit. She sits next to me looking down. What the hell is happening here. " Dad, why did you call me?" I ask once again getting irritated by everything that is happening right now. " I called you her so that you can meet your soon to be wife, Luna & mate." He said with a smile on his face & instantly everyone else smiles in the room. I stand up " what bullshit are you talking about here dad?" " Sit down right now " dad raises his voice using his alpha voice on me. I try fighting his command on me but it's too strong for me, I bow my head in submition " yes Alpha".
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