Fate
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Chapter 28
~James ~
The Lump in my throat is so big it hurts to swallow. Nothing is fixing the pure anger coursing through my body. I want to go back to that parking garage where I found Caly in the arms of those men, and beat their dead bodies. The image of seeing her unconscious is a horror in my mind.
The taste of her blood on my tongue after I found her still lingers in my mouth. I taste the poison that coursed through it, but not just that. I taste the impurities. I taste another man. She no longer has virgin blood.
The thought horrifies me. If I was stronger, if I kept her safe she wouldn't have been robbed of her purity. I wish I could kill the men that hurt her over and over again.
I feel like how I did the night I was turned. Defeated. I hated myself so much for how things ended with Caly and I. Trying to force her to give herself to me and now she has it taken from her in such a horrid way.
There is no doubt in my mind, I know she would never give herself willingly to any man other than me.
I feel like I'm on the same bridge. The one I was going to end my life on because the hate I had for myself for trying to force Caly into having s*x with me. But this time my hate is towards her captors, and I do not wish to die. But to live. Live for Caly and make sure she is never hurt again. And if it wasn't for Octavia finding me there. Changing my life. Becoming this beast that I am, I would never be able to do that.
That's how I know by fate Caly and I are meant to be.
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