Got my home

Chapter 005

It happened so fast that I didn't have time to know what was going on. I had started to tell my other about my friend's conversations which were getting me restless since they were talking about mates and I was far away of having one. When I was about to say the word " mate " I was hit by a thunderous energy that almost threw me out of the car. I was no longer in control of my body all I wanted was to get out of that damn car. My instincts were to run to my school. My mother held my hand so tightly but I wouldn't give a f**k, she said some reassuring words that my mind couldn't even get the meaning as all my body was on fire. My left hand which was free from my mother's hold started to change into a paw, my head started to pin as if I was hung by my legs, my vision blurred, my senses worked a hundred times fold. That was when I smelt it, the heavenly no wait !! The most mesmerizing scent I had ever smelt. I sniffed the air, I titled my head to the direction I was getting it from, my eyes changed their color becoming red, my heartbeat became so loud that if I was in my right senses I could've run to the hospital. I caught a glance at my mother before I ripped off the window of the car she was frozen at the spot fear written all over her face, she was about to burst into tears looking at me with pleading eyes. I didn't care about anything else in the whole world.The scent was making me crazy I was panting as if I had ran a thousand kilometers. I had to go in its direction , I needed it to survive I was consumed from inside, I was combusting with a wild fire I never knew I possessed, it was unbearable. I was about to go out of the car when I heard that soft cry. I looked at my mother somehow softening, she took her chance and hugged me so tight, I inhaled her scent totally lost in her embrance which snapped me out of my trance. My paws retrieved to give place to my normal hands, my senses came to normal, my heartbeat stabilized, my eyes came back to their blue ocean. I came to myself and sobbed in mum's embrance. Was I some sort of beast?What on earth was happening to me? How even did I manage to have a wolf at that young age? I never imagined that could be possible. s**t, my poor mother I thought I had worried her beyond imagination. " I am so sorry mum" I managed to say between my sobs, my breathing hitched." No my baby girl it's not your fault, you don't have anything to be sorry about."

" Mum" I paused, my heart was aching at the thought of what I was about to ask my mother. "Am I a freak?"I managed to ask sniffing after so much crying. " No dear,you are just different. Amazingly different, I always tell you that with great powers come great responsibilities, right? Now dear it is time you start experience that. I am not the most informed about how your life would turn to be but my dear child, a lot of things about you will be different from what others' experiences. " She told me patting my back. That reassuring tone of hers, that way she always had of making me feel loved even when she didn't utter the words loudly. My mom was my world. I felt somehow relieved but I still had questions about myself. She had made it clear most of the times we discussed that she didn't have a pretty good amount of answers I needed but I really needed to know what was going on with me at that time. Why I was feeling that restless? Why I was having my wolf at fifteen? Why it was showing only at that moment? Why I was being controlled by that scent? I had a million questions in my head and I didn't mind even if I could get only one answer I would try to manage with that at the moment. But then again did I have any right to torment my poor mother further ? She had gone through enough in the short time so I decided to swallow all of them just to give her some break. " Everything is going to fall in place same day and you will have answers to all your questions but remember you're not a freak my dear Leira, you're my daughter. A kind, intelligent and amazing child. The moon goddess entrusted you with more power than other she wolves which means you have a destiny to fulfill. Please keep that in mind." She told me as if she was reading my mind. I nodded my head. " Mum who were we supposed to meet?" I asked wishing to change the topic in order to stand my ground as not to ask her too many questions I had running in my head. " Don't worry dear she knows where to find us now. I don't think we should be continuing this way." She responded. " Okay" I simply said. Remembering that at every time we talked she told me never to forget I had a destiny to fulfill and that nothing could be a priority other than my responsibilities. Who was I? Or I might say what was I? My mother had told me about being a blue moon child but what was the meaning of that? Was I having all that creepy behavior because of that? What was that scent? I kept asking myself all of those questions which I knew would not find their answers anywhere soon. I dozed off, I felt extremely tired. " Mum can I have at least an hour of sleep? I am worn out. " I said to her in my sleepy tone. I never heard if she agreed or not all I remember is waking up with an other woman all covered in black with us.