Shawna POV
The next few weeks after meeting Liam’s mom and telling my dad that he purposely dragged on. My dad was mad at both of us for not asking him first.
I woke up around 8 that morning, about 3 weeks of my dad being mad at us. I woke up for the first day since I found out I was pregnant without having to throw up.
I was getting dressed for the day. I had a t-shirt on and my red short shorts on. I was looking at my bulging round stomach in the mirror, I looked about 4 months pregnant, when Liam came back into the room from using the bathroom.
He walks over to me wrapping his arms around me laying his chin on my shoulder putting his hands over mine smiling at me in the mirror.
I look at his face in the mirror, then look at my bulging stomach in the mirror asking, "How am I already showing this much? I look fat."
He chuckled, answering, "One because you are a pregnant vampire. And two you're not fat you're pregnant."
I rolled my eyes pushing him away from me.
Walking out of the room I went down stairs Liam following me.
I walked into the living room where Charlie was sitting on the sofa and Dusty was sitting on the floor watching Tom and Jerry.
I sat down next to Charlie on the sofa as Liam walked around Dusty sitting in Charlie's recliner.
I said, "Morning dad."
Charlie just glared at me then looked back at the tv folding his arms over his chest rolling his eyes.
I rolled my eyes sighing saying, "Dusty will you give Liam, Dad and I a moment to talk?"
He nodded his head as I grabbed the remote, pausing the tv, as Dusty goes to his room, shutting the door behind him.
I look at Charlie, saying, "how long are you going to be mad at Liam and I?"
Charlie glared at me saying, "how about as long as I want or until Liam apologizes for proposing to you without asking me first."
I say, "You know Dad, maybe you should just be happy for me. I mean you're having your first grandchild and your daughter is going to be marrying someone she loves."
He just looks away.
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After about 10 mins of trying to convince Charlie to be happy for Liam and I, I give up throwing my arms in the air saying, "Whatever!!" as my arms come down I stand up walking to the door opening it walking outside slamming the door shut behind me.
Liam sighs standing up walking to the door.
Pausing he turns back towards Charlie saying, "Maybe instead of being mad at your daughter and I, maybe you should be happy for us or at least her. And... I am sorry that I upset you so much for proposing to the person I love more than anything in this world. I am sorry that you're so upset that you cannot see how happy your daughter is and that it made you so upset that you don't even want to look at your daughter. Charlie I'm going to be very blunt. Maybe you should open up your eyes and see how happy your daughter is that she is having a child, your first grandchild with the person she loves. That is the only reason why she said yes to me when I got down on one knee and proposed." Then he turned around and walked outside, shutting the door behind himself.
After searching for me he finally found me in the middle of the backyard sitting in the grass.
He walked up behind me. Sitting down putting his legs out straight next to mine wrapping his arms around my waist leaning his chin against my shoulder.
I lean into his chest.
He kissed the side of my neck.
After sitting where we were for about a half hour.
Charlie came outside and sat down next to us.
After a little silence he said, “Look I’m sorry I was so upset. I shouldn’t have even been mad at you, considering your mother and I were your ages when I asked her to marry me.”
I just looked down at the grass. Remembering, my mother got murdered about two years ago now, and my dad was still trying to find out who did it. That’s why he’s been working so much lately.
He added, taking me out of my thoughts, "I didn't even ask her parents before I proposed and both of them were so mad at us." He laughed remembering the thought.
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After a while of just sitting there and talking it was around 11 am Charlie said, “Well I’m gonna head back inside.”
Liam and I smile say, “Ok.”
We sat there for about another hour enjoying the fresh air.
Charlie then walks out the door saying, “Dusty is watching tv, Sandy and Emmett are with him. I’m gonna go get some work done at the office. Don’t forget to eat some lunch.” as he walks around us and to his cruiser climbing into it and driving off.
I sigh, saying, “Let's go get some food.” I know exactly what he’s going to work on.
Liam sighs standing up helping me up as we walk inside.
As we're making breakfast. I look over at Liam knowing that he's got something on his mind.
I go to ask about it but Liam asks, “How did ur mother pass? If u dont mind me asking.”
I sigh sadly trying to hold back tears that are forming in my eyes, “She was murdered on her way to her car after she got off work at the hospital…” I pause as I gulp back tears. “The next morning her body was found by my dad because he showed up at her work to bring her breakfast because she called him that night to let him know that she'd be staying overnight…” passing again to gulp back tears. “My dad said that she had two puncture wounds on her neck.”
Liam looked at me surprised, saying, “So it was a vampire?”
I turned as I finished the eggs I was cooking and put them on a plate saying, “That's the weird part she had a little over half her blood…" passing thinking for a second, then saying, "Actually she had the amount that Rose had after I fed from him. So it's like whoever it was left her to bleed out…”
Liam angrily smacked the counter top.
I jumped a little looking over at him, saying, "I'm sorry."
He looks over at me as his eyes switch from his wolf's eyes, to his vampire's eyes, to his eyes as he fights with his vampire and his werewolf.
He closes his eyes. Saying as he opens them back up as they are his own eyes this time, "It ok honey. I just had a thought. ..."
I wait for him to say what his thought was but he doesn't say I ask, "What was ur thought baby?"
"I was just thinking I could talk to my dad since he is one of the vampire's that knows a lot."
I look at him with hope in my eyes asking, "will he look into it?"
"I'm not sure but I can always convince him if I have to."
Dropping the subject I finish up the food setting it on the table and call everyone in to eat.
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After we eat lunch we go upstairs. I lay down on my bed sighing.
Liam lays down next to me as I curled up onto his chest letting the tears that I was holding fall.
He kissed the top of my head as I cried.
After about 15 mins of crying I fall asleep.
He laid there for about 10 mins after I passed out till he passed out himself.
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When Liam woke back up it was because there was a knock on the door.
He says, “Come in.”
The door opens a jar as Charlie peeks his head in, saying, “Dinner is ready if you guys want to come downstairs and eat.” looking down at my sleeping figure, smiling adding, “Whenever you are ready.” sticking his head back out and quietly shutting the door behind him.
Liam looks down at my sleeping figure against his chest. Kissing my forehead he says, “Shawna wake up it’s dinner time.”
As my eyes slowly opened I grone looking up at him. He smiles down at me as he leans down kissing me.
We get up out of bed. Walking out of the room and heading down the stairs and into the kitchen.
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After dinner we all decided to go into the living room and watch tv.
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Around 8 o'clock at night we all head to bed.
As Liam and I lay there cuddling.
I sit up and climb over Liam straddling him.
I lean down kissing him.
He grabs my waist, spinning me to where I'm on my back and he's between my legs.
He gets my shorts and underwear off and I get his off.
He then positions himself at my entrance and slowly and gently pushes his whole length in.
He thrusts in and out.
Moving a little faster and harder with every thrust. The room becomes full of moans. As we reach our climax over and over.
When we let go of each other we get dressed and lay back down. I curl up against Liam bare chest and we both fall asleep.
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In the morning I wake up around 7 am, my whole body aching.
Liam wakes up sitting up watching me worried, asking, “Are you ok?”
Not answering, I close my eyes, bringing my legs up against my stomach as the aching soars through my body. Down my spin and all the way to my feet.
Liam then comes to me, putting his hand on my side as I flinch at his touch.
Liam says, worried, “You’re burning up.”
I roll and barry my head into his bare chest as my whole body starts to sweat and heat up.
Liam hurries and picks me up bridal style and heads to the door. Sandy and Emmett sit up watching him as Sandy asks, worried, “Is she ok?”
Liam looks over at her, “She’ll be fine.” opening the door and walking out the door shutting the door behind us.
He walks down the stairs teo at a time and out the back door.
He goes into the woods. All the while my eyes are still shut and my head is barred in his bare chest.
He walks about 5 miles into the woods and lays me gently on the grassy ground, as I curl back into a ball.
I grone sighing, the pain finally subsided to the point I can actually sit up going to my knees. My hands are still on my knees.
Liam crouches down in front of me.
I look at him asking, whispering, “What is happening to me?”
Liam looks at me sadly, answering, “Your wolf is surfacing.”
He explains, “Your first transformation is going to be painful but it’ll get less painful.”
I hoble over, as the pain soars through my body once again.
After the pain subsides again Liam kisses me.
Still kissing me he wraps his arm around my back making me lay on my back.
He stops kissing me as he takes my shirt off. Then I take his shirt off as pain starts to sore through my body again as he kisses me distracting me as I moan against his lips. He then moves his arm from my back and takes my shorts and underwear off. He then stands up and takes his off exposing his hard shaft as his shorts and underwear fall to the ground. Then he goes back to his knees moving my legs as I wrap them around his waist.
Then he positions his shaft at my center. And then slowly pushing in as I gasp in pleasure. As he pushes in all the way as I take in all his 9 inches. I close my eyes, laying my head on the ground. As he goes in and out. Then speeds up as the pain sores through my body making me start to sweat.
Liam leans down kissing me going harder in and out as the pain subsides again.
Liam pumps even harder as we both hit our climax over and over.
After we hit our climax for the 6th time in a row. Liam pulls out, laying on his back next to me.
We lay there holding each other for about a half hour.
Then the pain soars through my body again.
This time it's so bad I let go of Liam and go to my knees.
I start to feel my bones start to crack and form into another form.
It so painful that I let out a scream but instead of screaming a howl comes out.
I look in front of me and Liam is about 2 feet away from me standing now and looking at me smiling.
I ask, “What?”
He answers, “You're beautiful.”
I look at myself. I'm a 6 foot 4 inch tall white wolf, with red and gray patches all over. And I have two red socks one on my right front paw and one on my left back paw and my other two pays are gray. My eyes are a silvery spring green color.
I look back at Liam who is now in wolf form.
He’s a beautiful 7 foot tall black and dark gray specks wolf. And his eyes are a silvery teal color.
He smiles at me, trotting around me. Then he comes in front of me licking my cheek, hopping from side to side then crouching down his butt and tail up in the air wagging his tail like a playful puppy.
I laughed as he jumped back up as he trotted to my side. I looked back at him as he lookes at me smiling. He side nods to the trees. As I look at him confused, he says, “Let's go.” smiling.
I smile back at him torting to his side. We look at each other smiling as we crouch and take off sprinting, racing through the woods.
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After about 4 hours of just racing, rolling, spinning, pouncing on each other through the woods. We head back to where we left our clothes at. Picking them up in our mouths and heading home.
When we get to the house we both transform into our human forms getting dressed and heading into the house.
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A few weeks later, I go into labor. Liam and I are already at the hospital that the special doctor admitted us to.
We started seeing her a few weeks ago when I started getting further along into my pregnancy. She specializes in vampire and werewolf pregnancies. She’s also Liam’s best friend Derek’s mat. Both of them are doctors who specialize in werewolves and vampires. They are both werewolves themselves.
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About 4 hours after being in labor, I gave birth to a 9 lbs 11 oz blond haired baby boy we named Michael.
For most of the day, I was out of it. So Liam was stuck having to give him his first bath, change his diapers, and help me breastfeed.
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The next day, Charlie and Dusty come to the hospital.
I smile when they walk through the door, saying, “Hi dad. Hi baby brother.”
Charlie says, “Hi.” Leaning down and hugging me.
Dusty rolls his eyes, saying, “You know I hate when you call me that.”
I laugh, saying, “I know, but you are my baby brother, and you always will be no matter what age you are. So deal with it.”
He rolls his eyes and leans down, and gives me a hug. Saying, “still I'm 11. Now, i'm not a baby. Can you stop calling me baby brother?”
Charlie and I chuckle as Liam walks back into his room with Micheal laughing at what we're saying as he says, “but u are still a baby.”
Dusty turns and glares at Liam and says, “No I'm not.”
We all burst out laughing as Charlie takes Micheal from Liam.
Liam reaches over and ruffles up Dusty's hair and says, “Ok little man.” Then he walks over to the other side of my bed and gives me a kiss as he sits down in the chair next to the bed.
Dusty sticks his tongue out at Liam.
We all burst out laughing.
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After about 3 hours of them visiting, they decide to head home.
It's 8 pm now.
The nurse comes into the room. Looking at me and asking, “Can I take him for a few minutes to do a couple more tests?”
I look at my sleeping baby in my arms, then look up at the nurse sadly as she silently smiles, saying, “It can wait till morning.” As she turns and leaves the room, shutting the door behind her.
Liam walks up to my side and gives me a kiss. And then kissing the top of Michael’s head.
He looks at me, whispering in my ear, asking, “Can I take him so you can get a little sleep before you have to feed him again?”
I nod my head as I hand Michael to him. I move my bed into a lying position as Liam sits down in the chair next to my bed.
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After a couple hours of holding Michael, Liam puts him in the hospital crib. And then climbing into the hospital gurney, curling me up against his chest.
And he falls asleep.
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Two days later, we got released from the hospital. Liam packs everything up as I get changed in the bathroom. The nurse has Michael to do the last couple tests they need to get done before they can let him leave with us.
I come back out of the bathroom as they’re bringing Michael back into the room. Liam picks up the car seat off the floor, setting it on the gurney. And then walks over to the crib, picking up Michael, who's wide awake as he smiles up at Liam, his green blue eyes sparkling. Liam smiles at him, saying, “Hey handsome.” carrying him over to the car seat and gently setting him in it strapping him in.
Then Liam runs the bags to the car.
When he comes back into the room, he walks over to me, talking to Michael who’s smiling up at me.
He smiles at me and Michael. He touches my back as I stand up straight, looking up at him smiling. As he leans down and kisses me.
The nurse comes in with a folder of paperwork.
She explains what the paperwork says. And we head to the car.
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There is an abusive part further into this chapter. The abusive part is in this font, if you don't want to read it you can skip it…
A few days later.
In the morning, we wake up to a knock on our apartment door.
Liam looks over at me, saying, "I’ll get it."
Liam gets out of bed, walking over to the door. I hear muffled voices, I recognize the second voice.
I came out of the room. Walking up to Liam’s side looking at the guy outside the door asking, “James what the f**k are you doing here?”
Liam looks at me saying, “You know him?”
I look at my husband saying, “Yeah, he’s my ex boyfriend.” I glare at James.
“Ok. Now that I know who you are, what the hell do you want?” Liam says, glaring at James.
“Well I’d like to talk to Shawna alone.” James looks at me hopefully.
I say, “Liam can I talk to you, really quick please?” turning and walking away from James.
Liam looks at me confused, but looks at James putting up his pointer finger then turning and following me.
I walk into the bedroom Liam following. He steps past me turning and watching me as I shut the bedroom door.
I lay my head against the door, closing my eyes. Liam walks over to me putting his right hand on my shoulder turning me as I lift my head up and open my eyes.
He says, “I thought I was your only relationship.” it wasn’t a question. He looks at me confused.
I say, “You technically are. I was only with James for a couple days, because he abused me, bad to the point he almost killed me. To be honest when my dad found out what he did to me he told him to get out of town and he never wanted to see him ever again. So I didn’t think I would ever see him again.” I looked up at Liam.
Liam’s eyes kept flickering from silvery teal, silver blue to sea blue. He takes a step closer wrapping his arms around me, saying, “Show me.”
I open our mind link. As images flood from my mind to his.
The images show me as a 14 year old in my room. There is a young boy that looks about 16-17 that looks like a younger version of James.
The younger boy is very mad. He's facing the window . He turns around his eyes a silver cream color and full blown punches me in the face.
My hand goes up to my cheek. As I start to cry saying, “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to.”
James punches me in the gut 3 times as I fall to the ground.
And then he keeps punching me.
Then Charlie comes into the room yelling, “What the hell is going on?” as everything goes black.
I half hear as everything is black. I hear James say, “I didn’t mean to." And Charlie yells, “Get the hell out of my house and out of my town before I do something that will make me lose my shield.” and then nothing.
The next time I wake up I'm in the hospital, Charlie and a woman are sitting in two chairs next to the gurney I am laying in. And Sandy and Dusty at 9 years old are asleep on the couch curled up against each other.
Charlie and the woman both stir waking up looking at me as I ask, “What’s going on? Where’s James?”
Charlie looks at me saying, “You’re in the hospital, baby. James is not in town anymore.”
And I start to cry.
The images stop flowing. Liam opens his eyes and sees me sobbing. He holds me tighter saying, “I’m sorry.”
He then lets go saying, “Sit down, I'll be right back.”
I look up at him, tears in my eyes, his eyes flickering from silver teal, silver blue to sea blue as he's fighting with both his wolf and his vampire.
I sit on the bed.
He walks out of the room and up to James grabbing his neck and pushing him into the wall saying, “if I ever see you around here again. I will kill you."
James then grabs hold of Liam’s neck pushing him off him and into the wall as his eyes change from a silver cream color, to a silvery light yellow color, to his regular auburn color as Liam’s hand falling stuned as to what he saw his eyes do. As he snarls.
Hearing the snarl I walk out of the room seeing James grabbing hold of Liam. I run up to Liam’s side grabbing ahold of James’ hand taking it off of Liam’s neck.
I squeeze James’ wrist and bend it hearing it snap in my hand. As James screams out his scream turns into a howl as he turns into a brown wolf.
I hear Michael start to cry.
I look at Liam. Liam says, “Go, I'll take care of him.” I go back into the apartment going into the bedroom. Picking up Michael and walking over to the bed sitting down.
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