"No, no, No, This can't be happening. You can't leave me like This", I cry as they lower the casket into the ground, "Why does this always happen?", I cry louder, "My parents, my sister, now my only aunt, everyone I love are gone", I cry, rain starts as they pour the sand on top of the casket, "Noooooo...",
"No!", I scream waking up from my sleep, another nightmare? I really need to start seeing a therapist again, the memories just remind me of how cursed I am.
The nightmare was my aunts funeral.
I stand up and walk to the bathroom to pour some water on my face. I walk back to the room to check for the time, 4:56am? What the hell will I be doing by this time and by the looks of it, I'm not sleeping again.
Luckily today is a Saturday so I'm not going to school. I'll probably just watch movies on Netflix through out the day,
I go to the kitchen to make the popcorn, you might be wondering why the fudge I wanna watch a movie by this time of the day. Well, there's one suitable answer for that, it's never to early or late to have a good time.
The other kids in my school prefer partying, getting drunk, making out and getting STD' s or lip infections. I on the other hand spend my Friday night's sleeping like my life depends on it which scientifically it actually does.
The sluts in my school say that kissing helps to reduce calories and lessens their chances of getting diabetes, scientifically proven as well but I'll stick to calories.
I'm not bumped about size, looks or any thing like that. People who care so much about appearances and spend their whole day looking in the mirror like Snow White's step mother are just plain vain.
I switch my laptop on, connect it to the tv and watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. I've watched this movie a thousand times and it never gets old.
When I say thousand I'm exaggerating.
***
"She really told you to do that?", Caddie asks wide eyed,
"Yes, she did. This is unbelievable", I say pulling my hair in frustration,
"So you're stuck with him for like three months?", she presses,
"Please stop reminding me of how miserable my life is", I snap, she sits down beside me,
"Sorry, this is really too much to take in all at once", she says removing my hands from my hair,
I sigh deeply, "What am I gonna do?",
"Well you really have no choice", she states as a matter-of-fact, what an advise, "And I believe in you, you can do this", she starts,
"I'm tutoring my worst enemy not going for a competition", I laugh,
"Aren't they the same thing? You're doing this to get extra credits right?", she and and I nod. She suddenly grabs my hands, "Let's look at the bright side, just close your eyes and think", she explains.
I do as I'm told, I close my eyes and start to wonder, what really is the bright side in this situation? My extra credits? Nope.
"Okay, there is no bright side. We can panic now", Caddie suddenly blurts out and my eyes immediately open,
"My extra credits?", I ask sinking my head into my shoulders,
"Oh please, you already had them before pretty boy came to ruin your life", she says chewing on the nail of her index finger,
We suddenly hear footsteps coming to our direction. No one ever comes here. Caddie and I exchange worried looks, I don't want anyone coming here except Caddie,
Daniel and Krista walk into the place and they are all over each other. "Speak of the devil", I mutter to Caddie, they hadn't realized our presence until Caddie bursts out laughing. Bad timing.
They pull away from each other and turn to face us, "What are you doing here?", Krista snarls,
"We should be asking you the same thing", Caddie stands up and folds her arms,
"I'll have you know that it's none of your business", she steps forward but Daniel pulls her back.
I start to tug on Caddie's shirt telling her we should go,
"Oh really, w***e", Caddie says dryly, I also stand up,
"Caddie that's enough, let's go. You're better than this", I say,
"No, it's not right. First come, first served", she pushes.
"Why don't you listen to your puppet over there and leave", she scowls,
She did not just go there,
"You know what? Lets just share this place, half half", I suggest,
"Fine by me", Daniel finally says.
We all go our separate ways, Caddie and I sitting by the fountain while Daniel and his fling sit on the grass far away from us,
"What an ass", Caddie huffs,
"I know right, so annoying. I can bet a fortune that he doesn't even like her", I snort,
"Tell me about it, she's a major slut", she says, right on cue, a loud moaning sound is made from their direction. I don't even want to turn around.
My eyes are too young and virgin to get disvirgined.
"Eeeeew, get a room", Caddie says in horror as she uses her hands to cover her eyes, "That's disgusting", she mutters dryly,
"Should we leave?", I question,
"But they'll win", she whines,
"Caddie Real, let's go", I say sternly, standing up,
"Fine", she sighs pulling herself up.
On our way out, Krista yells, "That's right, walk away like the p*****s you are",
I really want to turn back but I think otherwise not wanting to see anything blinding.
{♤}
"So, Zachary's throwing a party today. Wanna come?", Caddie smirks knowing this is not my call. I never go for parties and it's a school night which is wrong.
"No, I'll pass", I sigh,
"C'mon it'll be fun", she whines,
"I don't do fun", I simply say,
"Then you're a sadist?", she presses,
"Maybe", I say flatly,
"You're going to that party", she demands,
"Make me", I dare knowing fully well that she's going to pummel me to the ground until I agree,
"What's up with You? You act like you're older than seventeen", she frowns,
"That's what you get when you live alone", I mutter more to myself than to her, I'm not just ready to tell her about my life history yet.
"What did you say?", she asks narrowing her eyes into slits,
"Never mind, I just don't wanna go. Look, that place is going to be loaded with popular people and last I checked, we don't get along well because I'm at the bottom of the food chain", I explain,
"You're a teenager, live like one please go to this party, for me. I promise you that if you don't like It, I'll never bring up another party again", she says with puppy dog eyes that I just resist.
I find myself saying something I never expected to come out from my mouth since I entered high school, "Fine, I'll go the Party".
Ladies and Gentlemen, I Karry Jasmine Hugh is going to a party and there is only one exclamation for that.
FUCK!