Have you ever loved so much but been restrained by difference? The difference in positions. The difference in existence. All you can do is watch as your love goes to another, tossed around and helpless. She is my queen and I am her servant. She has only seen me as her aide. A helper. A visier. While I have seen her...differently. Will my soul touch hers? It is impossible. She is the queen, I am her aide. She is human. I am most thankful to my godfather and master, Lord Jean Sang for teaching me how to survive amongst the humans. I am thankful for how much he has done for me to survive day and night. It's only time that can tell how long I'll tread upon the soils or earth–I suppose for more than a hundred years but she won't be with me after 90 years. How can I make memories with her? Why is human life so miserable? There is no cure. She will be gone and I will be left alone. To think, why do I hold her so dearly? Is it her unknowing kindness towards my kind? Is it her graceful appearance? Her beauty? I do not know. The question I seek answers to are: Will I have her? Will she love me? Will I remain a servant in her eyes?