Ocean Eyes

Decisions

Allic just unloaded a bunch of questions on me at once and it's so hard to process at the moment. But I have been thinking about everything. I do want to be with Allic. 

Would I marry him? Absolutely! But I don't want to just jump right into things. I want us to take the time to form an actual relationship. I mean I know that we're bonded and that we're made for each other but I want to form our relationship properly. Besides, he hasn't even asked me to be his girlfriend yet. I think it's great that he wants to get married. I've always wanted to get married and start a family of my own one day. I mean I've never been with a guy before. I didn't just expect to meet the most gorgeous guy ever and him being so perfect wanting to be with me forever and get married right away. It's so crazy how it's all happening so fast. I mean in a way I don't mind because this is what I want in life but I also want to take our time. It's no rush. 

I need to tell Allic how I feel about everything. I know he probably thinks that I'm avoiding him but these past few days I've had what feels like a literal,"bomb of information dropped on me". Metaphorically speaking of course. I know that he'll be good to me of course. He's an amazing guy. I know that he'll be a great husband and an even better father. I care so much about this man. He's my mate of course. We're bonded so of course we care so much for one another. 

"Allic", I say. He looks up at me with those dreamy eyes of his with a caring smile and says, "yes,Aniey". I go on to tell him how I want to spend some time together first and that I don't want to rush things Allic. I want to live in the now. Let's be normal teenagers for a few days. Also.... Another thing I'd like to add... You want me to be with you so bad yet you've never asked me out. We haven't even went on a date or anything. Let's start with that. What do you say? 

ALLICS POV

Aniey wants to be with me? I couldn't be more happy. "Of course", say. We can absolutely take a few days to be ourselves and hang out. I'll take you out on a date. 

Little does she know it's going to be an awesome date. I'm going to surprise her with flowers and everything, then I'll ask her to be my girlfriend. Even though we're already bonded she still wants us to have a normal teenage relationship even though we are far from it. I'm completely fine with it though. Whatever my love wants she will get. I'm going to be the best I can be for her and do as much as I can to make my beautiful mate happy. She's my whole world it's the least I can do for her. She's so beautiful she really does deserve everything. She's been thrown into all of this blindly. I'm still angry with her parents for hiding everything from her. 

"So you want to go on a date?", I ask. "Yes", she replies with a cute giggle. Can we meet up tonight? Around 6:00? That way we have time to get a little bit of rest? We can take your car if you'd like or we can take mine, either ways fine with me . Also dress comfortably and bring some warm clothes and a blanket or two. 

We agreed to meet up at 6:00 tonight at her house. I'll bring an extra hoodie or two and an extra blanket. I'm so excited for tonight. I'm sure that she is too. Our first date. I cannot wait to surprise her.